efficacy of obsession/38/ soul love saga

Photo on 2-21-14 at 11.25 PMim on the edge of something wonderful

a pinnacle cycle

the life lines stop intersecting

and slows down so I can enjoy the show

the ones who didn’t matter are gone

the ones who couldn’t fight for me and the weak are lost

the one who wanders in my dreams

so real, I could taste the kiss

so sweet we melt as the sun rises

I am ready for the eternal soul rendering love

the efficacy of obsession

for evolution and revolution

preoccupy my time

I have earned my wings

I am ready to fly

soar above the troubles of today

catching the world from another perspective

other than where madrigal moments of antidote

anointing  into my soul

as this adjournment captivates my sub consciousness

safely my secret winsome tale

evoking
 connection

breathing with this

altered sense of knowing

or not

just enjoying the dream

before I have to wake up

Trippin face to face/ 37/ Soul love saga

Trippin face to face

watching our past lives goe by

another day waiting psychic said I’m on the edge of where

I am supposed to be

trying to capture the moment with words

with photo’s before they grow up

she says my soul mates

waiting with a ring

but I don’t see him

only in the early morn

before I open my eyes

and at night caught in my lucid mind

I dream of being wrapped in his love

But I don’t feel him  waiting for his letters

to tell me it is ok

Julia Hill Butterfly and Mark from vt. wilderness School..

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I went to see Julia Hill Butterfly In my hometown in Ma. She was speaking with another man Mark Moresy from the Vermont Wilderness school .

The last time I saw her I was sooo pregnant in Santa Cruz California. She had just touched her feet to the ground and was working on a book signing in the bookstore. She had lived in a redwood tree for 208 days to save the tree Luna and to enlighten the world about the decline of our ancient redwoods.. I waited until she was done reading in this standing room only store. Waited for the masses to talk and hug her… Those moments when you get to touch, talk or hug someone who has had such a profound effect on not only me but so many is priceless.

I had worked at a fundraiser and really got to know what was going on months earlier before I found out I was pregnant. I rolled veggie sushi all night long rocking and rolling in the town hall. She was in the last leg of her journey. I was still skinny and nimble talking to some activists about what it would take to do a tree stand. I had even made a plan to go talk to someone higher up that made decisions until I felt that flutter in my belly and saw a reflection of someone I didn’t recognize.

I knew I was pregnant the moment it happened… I had just gotten to Califoria and staked my tent in the redwoods I had been fighting with Josh except that one night. The Harvest moon was in full glory and the ritual was sacred enough for conception. I spent my pregnancy tucked away in the redwoods, first in a tent, than a shack and then in a trailer until I could fit no more. This is not my story though this is about her…

Last night I went to see her fourteen years later. She was gorgeous her aura shined beyond her words . I got a moment to speak with her before the “talk” Just for a few minuets.. I sat down next to her. I don’t know what I was thinking,,, I was so impressed with how she completely tuned into me and asked my mission.

She asked me what inspired me? Here is this international best selling author  (Saving Luna) asking me these loaded questions. I had already planned on inviting her to participate in the online life classhttps://www.coursesites.com/s/_sacredholisticarts I am teaching. Not that her answer would ever have any effect on how much I admire her! More of a curiosity than anything because she embodies everything that I stand for and everything that I want to teach and learn (and be)… Not only that but she is my hero!!!!!!!

I  handed her my book (Quantum spirituality) and gave her my info hugging and thanking her for all she has done. The gift is just that A gift because she has shared so much with everyone of herself.

I can’t believe the transformation in her!  She was always beautiful but this was beyond. She didn’t have to wear any makeup to hide her face. Saying she had filled out or grown incrediably sexy just sounds wrong and disgraceful. She was taller, wiser and more of a goddess than I remember . She  has completed her metamorphosis into a butterfly inspiring all those around her with her message and buety.

Mark and her spoke of social justice, they told their stories of their lives. What led them into activism what kept them motivated through everything.. The room was full of a 180 people. It is so hard to be around people with such amazing dedication to social justice and not be inspired to do something. I was always into doing the right thing. Sometimes you don’t know until someone sparks that fire within you

Living in Santa Cruz with Momma Sage and Mamma Sativa learning about holistic health and eating vegitarian and organic was a blessing for me. They changed the way I looked at food, it wasn’t just a commodity  and healthy wasn’t just what I was eating. Everything Mamma Sativa ate was organic everything she bought with intention and full of nutrients… Super foods…. I think maybe had I not met Julia when I did I could have easily went back to the life I had lived before half on the edge of insanity and chaos. I didn’t… I had more of a reason to pursue my injustices and more of a reason to apply dedication to the earth. I feel blessed for the people to come into my life when they have their is a time and a purpose for everything.

After the show my kids and I talked to her once more and discovered a new book  “Becoming”  I couldn’t put it down. She is an incrediable artist and poet.  Speaking from the heart and soul and truly connected to the divine. I am so grateful for this time that my family has been able to spend in her presence….

 

 

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gone

Her eyes passed mine

driving down the street

The parables that cross all bounds of reason even time…

I had forgotten till the piercing gradational moments pass by

in his car… My heart stopped

I was on my momentary bliss from talks

workouts and saunas

dances and gestures

The past not even he we shared could know

Those moments last year

when sweet wasn’t innocent a practice to love

without guessing

the outcome wasn’t mine to choose

the outcome and left to rot and decay

she stands there

not knowing

like I on the day that she ran her nails

 up my leg

I jumped at the thought of

anyone coming in between us

and what was perceived at was in past life is again  today

gone

mandala soul love art with ziggy marley

This video is about mandala work and creating the sacred intention of love in what you are making. The full how to video is in the course but this is a fast, fun way to watch art being pushed to the max. Sometimes when we want to give up on a piece you need to push it through for amazing results. I find this most in watercolors. This is a watercolor video that I made for my online class called ‘ a holistic approach to creativity it is a community building class about developing the fundamentals for a healthy lifestyle and learning to push through obstacles to produce art… the first half of the video I made my own music the second half I was inspired by Nicks, nora and Anon

check it out
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Intentional collaging art

this is an Intentional collaging art video that I made for my online class called ‘ a holistic approach to creativity it is a community building class about developing the fundamentals for a healthy lifestyle and learning to push through obstacles to produce art… Music by Stevie Nicks<3
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love and light
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mandala watercolor

this is a watercolor video that I made for my online class called ‘ a holistic approach to creativity it is a community building class about developing the fundamentals for a healthy lifestyle and learning to push through obstacles to produce art… the first half of the video I made my own music the second half I was inspired by Nicks, nora and Anon

check it out
https://sacredholisticarts.coursesites.com