Giai ‘s waters

I don’t want to leave here
Surround by giai in all her earthly elements.
Sand protecting her shores.
Makes my skin soft letting me sink into her flesh conforming to her ways
Her waters wave over me. Surrounding me letting me escape. Daring me into rapture hypnotizing me with her binary continuity
Whispering her songs
Most importantly harboring the sacred life of this planet
Im a renegade running from my responsibilities created by someone else’s realities
I run my own game trying to walk in both lands never really fitting into either i slept under the stars
Savoring the moments with nothing in between the new moon and me
Throwing my intentions in the fire while i boiled saltwater down
I awoke to bunnies exploring my blankets
I woke on the beach to wild ponies neighing their wishes
We ran side by side image

Bipolar planetary preoccupation

 

 

When the winds have changedpuzzle peices

and nothing goes as planned
Bi polar up and ran with any of my sanity her rage brings out the darkest sides of my soul
Painful moments that go against everything i ever thought i was
And everything i think i am
This is beyond someone reacting in a difficult situation
This is someone who is constantly in a stAte of shock abused
battered
triggered
Trying to make things work

 

Binary waves good bye/ soul love saga

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I don’t want to leave here
Surround by giai in all her earthly elements.
Sand protecting her shores.
Makes my skin soft letting me sink into her flesh conforming to her ways
Her waters wave over me. Surrounding me letting me escape. Daring me into rapture hypnotizing me with her binary continuity
Whispering her songs
Most importantly harboring the sacred life of this planet
Im a renegade running from my responsibilities created by someone else’s realities
I run my own game trying to walk in both lands never really fitting into either i slept under the stars
Savoring the moments with nothing in between the new moon and me
Throwing my intentions in the fire while i boiled saltwater down
I awoke to bunnies exploring my blankets
I woke on the beach to wild ponies neighing their wishes
We ran side by side

Coincidental sushi/ soul love saga

 

 

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Sushi seems to be my answer to everything
The buffets know me by face
Smiling at this addiction to rolls and wasabi
As reality sinks in and bills mount higher than my patients
Endless phone calls
And appointments lead me to a monotony of disgusted indigestion
This is your reality not mine
Your box
I’m trying desperately to fit in
But my tendrils grow over
Trying to find the earth
they belong in
while establishing roots and foundations
i planted my flowers that grow outside of this mainstream life unable to cage up their unscrupulous beauty for the likes of living a normal life
Bullet proof Gnostics
gaining attention
Are coincidences just that
And not meant to be
With every fiber of my romantic being i cant loose hope

 

Just breath in love/ soul love saga

Do you know you’ve been my muse for a while
I dream, fantasize and paint you in my life
Wild embers burning in a warm glowing light
My celestial self recognizes all that is hidden in deep sub conscious terrains navigating the depth of my soul
My pendulum swings your way
My tarot reading said you were in my future and past.
I give you me. All of me
And intuitive healing
Just give me a reason
To save myself for the ultimate once in a lifetime love
One reason to believe
I dance in your dreams and play in your mind too
I see your eyes linger and it melts me
Theres no tomorrow
I run after my composure
To catch my breathimage