I was handed only this moment in time
to recouperate my well being
and engage with here and now.
This is all I am, right in this moment.
I don’t want to be anything other than who I am.
While the day progresses faster than the earth
can rotate around again.
I make a sense of each single step praying for help
that doesn’t quite ever arrive the way I need it.
Somehow I make more of myself than I expected
and less mess than I remembered
Making it through another day,
I worshiped and prayed.
Finally having the strength to say
I am ok.
This pivitol moment in time
expressed through unreasonable requests
and long moments of meditation.
Making sense of tranceluecency of reality
regarding raising children
in this world today.