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societies shadows/soul love saga

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Societies Shadows
Silver iridescent shadows cast
Upon sacred sites
Visions wonder
Across the midnight skies
Echoing sounds of nights
Lively terror
Anxiety creeps into
Darkened mentalities
Emptiness is souls
Angered spirits
Crossing each horizon
As loneliness dwells
Through my mind
My hands touch cold hearts
Stillness touches
My body
Happiness stands
As an illusion
Society
Held onto yesterday
Until tomorrow

 

for our benefit/ 37/soul love saga

Add new spasmodic affiliations

afflicted with past revenue

past grief

and wrong doings to my body

to my body wrong doings were done

done and disabled are the wrongs

of human kind done by mankind

the human body was meant to nourish the divine earth

saturate her with our blood

composed with belief

as we tended fields our most sacred

moon cycles fell from our wombs

un-pregnated to the earth we worked

as drops landed in plants we cared for

modifying the earth we walked among creatures

as we were once one

plasmas and secretions

fell from our bodies to the hungry earth

needing replenishing from sustaining us

now hungry the fields are

from being over processed

to many years of not being cared for

over utilized we have lost touch with

sustaining

our purpose of completions

of mass populating matrix style

designating chemical warfare

on our own environments

cancers rise

neurological disorders

plague the earth like never before

as the quality of the food

we bring to the table declines

the master of materials

master of rules

master of the public welfare system

should make compost mandatory

recycling  obligatory laws

make community gardens necessary

food stamps and poor farm work

that begins our rise out of the oppressive system

that has held us down and under

work for our food work for our benefit

rise above the system to be the system

that stabilizes and provides our own needs

in ways that nurture our souls

providing the child care we need

legalize the plants that ban the pills

universal health care not sick care

capture the rights of the people

to be safe from gang wars of our generations

our generations that have fought for fuel

the only biomass that is sustainable is hemp

and bio fuel in this counter culture

mushrooms  that are magic to counter balance the toxins

from

fukushima daiichi nuclear disaster

nuke fuels that are pouring thousands of gallons of toxic waste

into our oceans are already having detrimental effects on the earths creatures

un-repeatable problems that will last for thousands of years

along with the oil spills  that would have been cleaned with tossed grass

and chem trails that keep flying

spitting and sputtering controlling our weather through destroying

our atmosphere

where are we going?

such simple creatures causing such harm

who is to start doing the right thing

who will go down in history

governing laws that protect and serve

us and the earth

who’s to be accountable?

where are we really going with all this?

brevity/ 38/soul love saga

 

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I hide away on this prolonged winter day

away in the book mill

crossed centuries

I would look for answers

to the dreams/ fantasies that plague me

my future has left to hold

any reason that would normalize

moments like these

I don’t know where to start

from an identified cause that might not be right

but is the spiritual conquest that may or may not be a guess

pendulum has swung in your direction

I have gone against these spiritual conquest before.

randomized thoughts of a psychic

What is true in one realm may not be for this

 

I get lost in these dreams

falling from grace like

leather and lace from a song

hold them for real until the alarm

springs life flowing into these veins

and the coffee starts brewing

and the day begins.

the new day begins

and i have already lived a life

from a union to death dearly departs us

crossing the dimensions

I always end up in reality

a near miss

I like the way you look

when you smile at me

face to face

and turn as we walk on by

before another time and distance

sets us apart into our families

lingering moments as words drift

the rushing momentum

of life sweeps away at our brevity

and stillness unsettles me

in all the unspoken

words

 

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they disappeared like the Caspian tribe

my friend smiled as the sea parted

in somber recognition

fed into the blacked abyss of not knowing

unanswered calls and plea’s

dedicated to the path of my friends

a loosened grip of injustice

where is that moment of grace

returned to enjoy the dance

setting you free

dis orders/38/soul love saga

Open your eyes and see me standing here

 

calling out to you.

Hear me as I speak.

I need you to listen to me.

Everything I do is for you

I sacrificed everything daily just so we can survive.

Lost my dignity.

My body is changed forever.

My soul is growing, thriving and suffering

all at the same time..

Guilt plagues me in the nights

as well as lonileness that dwells in the stillness

when you all sleep like angels sweetly

safely

without showing dis abilities

acting incapable of progressing

or raising your families vibration.

You won’t ever read this

the lack of interested in everything

i say and do is capable of tearing down

every thing I have worked so hard for.

Instead of running away in the face of adversity

and chaos that constanly plague our lives.

I meditate and try to raise my own vibration.

I walk behind you and try to guide

while doing damage control.

I cook you meals at your own distaste

but I make sure they are wholesome

while you waste.

I listen to your screams and your disrespect

incapable of grasping reality

tearing at the boundaries like a holy terror.

I clean all day as a ritual

hoping to calm the savage beast

ease the chaotic into well being and

clear the mind.

while the structure is even

the mess from destruction

leaves dust settling in every corner

and broken glass that was shattered

in difiance.

My mind is in constant tramatic influx

searching for answers

while more questions are being created.

sometimes it is too much for one to handle

like throwing me over the edge

where is the grace

or guiding light?

where is my other half

making it right?

Where is the path or

instruction manuel

there is nothing i wouldn’t do

to make it all right

to feel the ease of love

that could make each day worth living

and enjoying again

 

 

winter/38/Soul love saga

 

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Occasionally on winters icy regent mornings

Nothing escapes it’s grasp

cold air seeps into this old house

through every crack

creating a draft.

Through my clothes to the bone

cold withered prospects..

Even the oil bills regent screams

controlling extortion

making seamless activity

impossible to venture

Bio heat activated through false hope

blasphemy falls through my lips

with each new bill

tending to multi layered dimensional being

journeying through this laden crossfire

in this winter wonderland

I lay waiting in the dormant woods

waiting for an icy fable in february

scattered flakes

melting for springs return

I prostrate/38/soul love saga

timeless picked his nose with a twirly hose

for  a higher mind

I prostrate

I prostrate for a higher mind

sacrifice for a stronger family

stronger families sacrifice

support for a community of well being

being well

rising for service

rising vibrations

raising vibrations

rising voices