Category Archives: convoluted situations

fight or flight/38/soul love saga

Some time ago

a dream came to me

softly at first than rushing in as a scream on adrenaline

my fight or flight hormones raging

sometimes life is soft as a dream

easy to love and full of happiness

when everyone comes together for the greater good

other time my reality is shattered on the whim of terrorizing

energy vampires that suck the life out of my being

scraping whats left of my sanity from my skull

with their razor sharp words

amended moments of time

I find my way off grid and sink into sin

shallow and wasted yet not gone

a vessel of human life

a trace of what I use to dream

a glimpse of all that could have been

then they find me

in all my glory as I started picking up the pieces

they grab them from me

throwing them to the wind

I hope they will reseed as they grow

as they grew in my womb

into the chaos i call home

These mad moments in time

where anything sets  her off

I simplify

and clean

and hope for the best

that they continue to grow

lies/37/soul love saga

enveloped with the sanctimonious air

I am feeling others wrath

their thoughts and choices

changing my life

their peon in power reasons

cause treasons unto my being

treasons against innocent lives

with her lies

being noble is no cause for their tossed

emotions

being good is no reason for their

motive

doing and being more  than I ever thought

i could be

is no reason for their unwavering judgements

against me

actions that cease reason

words that are a crime

trying to tear apart my family

is of no value

for the community

no value for the relationships

i tended and fostered

my nights awake I saved my sleep

to tend others sheep

and didn’t receive

the rewards I deserved

my babes gone from my arms

gone

gone

gone

my emptiness remains

silent in my ears

only my own children

and I left to pick up the pieces from

their foul mouth psychopathic delusions

lying with every breath

I wish to escape  her purger

run to an island and forget this

 

all this/38/soul love saga

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English: Localisation of towns NW of Fukushila Daiichii whose evacuation has been decided on April 11th, 2011 Français : Situation des localités au nord-ouest de Fukushima-Daiichi dont l’évacuation a été ordonnée le 11 avril 2011 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

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add new spasmodic affiliations

 

 

 

afflicted with past revenue

 

 

 

past grief

 

 

 

and wrong doings to my body

 

 

 

to my body wrong doings were done

 

 

 

done and disabled are the wrongs

 

 

 

of human kind done by mankind

 

 

 

the human body was meant to nourish the divine earth

 

 

 

saturate her with our blood

 

 

 

composted with belief

 

 

 

as we tended fields our most sacred

 

 

 

moon cycles fell from our wombs

 

 

 

un-pregnated to the earth we worked

 

 

 

as drops landed in plants we cared for

 

 

 

modifying the earth we walked among creatures

 

 

 

as we were once one

 

 

 

plasmas and secretions

 

 

 

fell from our bodies to the hungry earth

 

 

 

needing replenishing from sustaining us

 

 

 

now hungry the fields are

 

 

 

from being over processed

 

 

 

to many years of not being cared for

 

 

 

over utilized we have lost touch with

 

 

 

sustaining

 

 

 

our purpose of completions

 

 

 

of mass populating matrix style

 

 

 

designating chemical warfare

 

on our own environments

 

 

 

cancers rise

 

 

 

neurological disorders

 

plague the earth like never before

 

as the quality of the food

 

we bring to the table declines

 

 

 

the master of materials

 

 

 

master of rules

 

 

 

master of the public welfare system

 

 

 

should make compost mandatory

 

 

 

recycling  obligatory laws

 

 

 

make community gardens necessary

 

 

 

food stamps and poor farm work

 

 

 

that begins our rise out of the oppressive system

 

 

 

that has held us down and under

 

 

 

work for our food work for our benefit

 

rise above the system to be the system

 

that stabilizes and provides our own needs

 

in ways that nurture our souls

 

 

 

providing the child care we need

 

 

 

legalize the plants that ban the pills

 

 

 

universal health care not sick care

 

 

 

capture the rights of the people

 

 

 

to be safe from gang wars of our generations

 

 

 

our generations that have fought for fuel

 

 

 

the only biomass that is sustainable is hemp

 

 

 

and bio fuel in this counter culture

 

mushrooms  that are magic to counter balance the toxins

 

 

 

from

 

 

 

Fukushima Daiichi nuclear disaster

 

 

 

nuke fuels that are pouring thousands of gallons of toxic waste

 

 

 

into our oceans are already having detrimental effects on the earths creatures

 

 

 

unrepeatable problems that will last for thousands of years

 

 

 

along with the oil spills  that would have been cleaned with tossed grass

 

 

 

and chem trails that keep flying

 

 

 

spitting and sputtering controlling our weather through destroying

 

 

 

our atmosphere

 

 

 

where are we going?

 

 

 

such simple creatures causing such harm

 

who is to start doing the right thing

 

who will go down in history

 

governing laws that protect and serve

 

us and the earth

 

 

who’s to be accountable?

 

where are we really going with all this?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

my ecosystem/37/soul love saga

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lingering moments

and dense categories

savoring relish

for the time being

sacred and scared

to move into reality

because my own ecosystem

is safe and free from

anyone else’s genocide

toxic waste dumps

massive amounts of wasted energy

with the masses of viral words

and false disclosers

threatening to invade

your territories and your

minions or children or students of life

 

My guess is it is difficult to come

to the realization

that some of us work hard

at just being the best

we know how to be

ouch…

intensities and elevated vibrations

could soar with un-mounting pleasure

with taking responsibility for your own

gaining rewards instead of wasting

time filling little ears with false hopes

and leaving  a trail of despair

when you feed the lies

and the little truths

crumble to the ground

 

I have a light that shines

on my path

it’s called

hope

I fuel it with

love and light it with

endurance

it saturates my walkway

with will

and shines on my feet

and the roots

growing into giai
I carefully step over

keeping the darkness

from my ecosystem

 

 

my warrior/37/soul love saga

 

forever

 

when something so simple

as one of your oldest friends

becomes your lover

that trust

those memories

all turned new

again

when I opened the door

took a chance and let him in

to my chaos, my life

my house with the abundance

of love and overflowing dishes

he still saw me for me

for all that ever was, and will be

when turmoil and crazy tornados

threaten to destroy our world

he saved it gracefully

I am so thankful

to finally

breath

being held in arms so strong

the winds won’t lift my feet from the ground

rooted in this composted soil beneath our feet

the air can whip our hair in unison

as we kiss

like a savage warrior

coming home from a long battle

rest in my arms

feed your soul

 

mischievous/ 37/ soul love saga

Time,

what bugs you motivation+mischievous

ruling out anything

but playfulness

word+ letters trail behind his name

like a puppy lost in chaos

disorganized in the tornado

of energy that follows

in the wake of his madness

never full understanding

the depths of his challenges

the mystical mirror

reflecting

the turmoil that resides in

everyone that he encounters

frail + frugal

like a thief in the night

stealing the bliss of

parenthood

causing me to be alert, alive

and enthusiastic

in the face of anger

 

destruction+ chaos/37/ soul love saga

 

mindsShepard Fairey

 

 

Destruction + Chaos

leads to the plarity

of transformation

loosing everything

makes it easier

to rebuild your life

intergration of minds

channeling the source

of all energy for freedom

in journeying to a gathering

of the collective consiousness

there are no limitiations

just obstacles