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Submission

I am free to let the words flow.

I am free to capture the lyrics from the ethereal dream.

Turning realizations that escape from the recess of my mind. 

With my basket armed with words I deliver you my raw connection to the divine, a gift.

I wrote this poem for you.

Devoid of expectation.

I am a renegade poet lost in the youth of this life. 

I write timeless mystical lyrics obsessed with these words flowing like a river in the caverns of my mind. 

Lacing my thigh high boots

Protecting me from the storm

Keeping me sexy and warm I walk long in stride Hips moving gracefully from side to side. Progressing me in life. Momentum in motion

My primal instincts can’t hide the wild woman in me. I’m a bone collector 

I ravish lovers And set souls free.

Loving unconditionally my children 

Living in the context of this drug culture teaching right From wrong 

Not from a hypocritical song

Just a pathway from rugged neurons 

Over sexualized society scarcely

Blessed I in this babylon where

Community organizes clash with my rave-nous assumptions Play on my ethics between right And wrong
Reaching farther into the depths of the night I grasp things I can’t see

Only feel. Stillness quakes the emptiness that rages through me like an unadulterated angst. 

Embodied in irrational fear

 I find my feet firmly planted in the ground.I gather my bearings like a harvest.My wishes well established in the fleeting star dust.I find my voice 

like a siren my song will bring the ships of humanity down.Unleashing the rhythms of justice With the waves.Immersed in the rapture of enlightenment basking in this 

esoteric knowledge. I have to hold faith that my kids will fall in line with a righteous path.

I’m too wild for you 

Saturated in music and color

The tapestry I weave is complex

An intramural design 

A lost art of the ages

My dance is not for you as I move through grace twisting my life with every step I’m free. I have the luxury of moving my hips with the sirens song

Surrounded by trade my soul is almost complete in trouble .

Surrounded by the beauty created by the dreams of us

I wish for love on every shooting star.

Not settling for anything less than stellar.

 Strength of being strongly supported by our own intuition and music

Luminous is the color between us

A hug that invokes endorphins 

Rushing blood rises to my cheeks I feel my temperature rise

You move beyond words 

In this wild world.

You move me in the music you make

Dancing in ecstasy

To the rhythm of love

leaves are green you can’t see the invasive species lining the quarter overtaken,overgrown decimating the population of trees. 

Leaving an insatiable hunger

Hopelessness in the republicans and youth today.The rate of poverty increases with policies and protocols.

I break free from the restrictions harboring my soul and find a way to be free within this realm of unwanted terror. Escaping the box i have long out grown. Letting all your negative aspects of reality compost. I plant my seeds and grow beyond the confines. 

Escaping prison that tried to hold me 

Slipping out of the cuffs that contained me.I tell you what you want to hear To feed my children

Unclassified 

No labels sprawled across my chest 

Ancient symbols lay over my heart

Finding sacred in the dirt and decay

Finding peace on heroin highway.  

Through the smoke and mirrors 

Painted nightmares of ones you love

While you smell like sweet surrender

In this apocalyptic nation. 

Most

Endearing of qualities 

high atop of a tree 

sat the hawk

Waiting for your messages 

Soft sensual sent 

of Amber oil rubbed on my wrist, on the curve of my neck 

inside my thighs,

On my belly

My temples pulsing 

Radiating in this guttural reaction.

I’m in waiting for return of

My Moon’s reflection over oceans and rivers that rage without a cause.

I am a rebel without a reason.

Complete in the tide 

I know your cells are actively engaged while you move through mountains in your dreams.

Sleep with the angels

Dance with the gypsies in a timeless ritual.
Do you know you’ve been my muse for a while?

I dream, fantasize and paint you in my life…

Wild embers burning in a warm glowing light.

My celestial self recognizes all that is hidden in deep sub conscious terrains navigating the depth of my soul. My pendulum swings your way.

My tarot reading said you were in my future and past. I give you me. 

 All of me And intuitive healing

Just give me a reason .

To save myself for the ultimate once in a lifetime love,a sign.

One reason to believe 

I dance in your dreams and play in your mind.

I see your eyes linger and it melts away the walls

Theres no tomorrow I run after my composure To catch my breath

Glare at me from the window

Who I am is in direct defiance of who I am to become 

I calibrate my crazy.Tuck away all my insanity And notions of reality momentarily, So I can raise these beings into the great beyond

Suppressing the wildwomyn in me

So I can ease the monotony of the day

I am the master of my realm 

The time master of all the plans in my house

Loving deeply and compassionately until all the bells in this kingdom have rung 

Alighting mind body and soul to universal and earthly intentions
Be still my heart in rumination 

Sanctification of the onslaught of love

With every action I bless my home and body with incense.

In my unwavering faith that fills every corner with smoke and prayers

Trying to simplify my ever complex life making room for a new reality and abundance where only dirt and disorder reside.

There’s no need for empty promises or delusions…I am set free from reality With chaos and Magik 

It’s time to dance like never before.

It’s time to create what’s never been done filling a niche with independence. I ride the trade winds of desire to erotasy 
The mass is salacious 

In saturated fall colours.

a decitent palate of prisms reflected from the bright blue sky  

erupting before our eyes.

Most amazing fireworks display 

Of regional moments.

Breathtaking abundance making me want to dip my paint brush.

Like a gypsy dancing through trees.

Through yesterday’s leaves riding a caravan of a hopeless dreamscape. 

Only to be awakened by the solitude of snow falling on an endless dream

Green hills the space in between is vital but is open across the landscape

I capture whAt i can but there is so much left out of a photograph

Vital life energies and auras 

Escape me in the world

As i am only a conduit trying to capture the moment

Nature is my muse

Like the delicate petals of the flowers or the twisting 

The crystalized look of dew on jewel weed reflecting fragments of the world around it

I wonder if your eyes close to others like blinders from theory’s when love is real, truly and deeply.

No time to wonder, measure and compare

A connection so deep the drama falls off like rain on a pane of glass protecting our hearts from deception and deceit

Sushi seems to be my answer to everything

The buffets know me by face

Smiling at this addiction to rolls and wasabi

As reality sinks in and bills mount higher than my patients

Endless phone calls

And appointments lead me to a monotony of disgusted indigestion

This is your reality not mine

Your box

 I’m trying desperately to fit in  

 But my tendrils grow over 

Trying to find the earth

 they belong in 

while establishing roots and foundations

i planted my flowers that grow outside of this mainstream life unable to cage up their unscrupulous beauty for the likes of living a normal life 

Bullet proof Gnostics

 gaining attention

Are coincidences just that

And not meant to be 

With every fiber of my romantic being i cant loose hope

I don’t want to leave here 

Surround by giai in all her earthly elements.  

Sand protecting her shores.  

Makes my skin soft letting me sink into her flesh conforming to her ways

Her waters wave over me. Surrounding me letting me escape. Daring me into rapture hypnotizing me with her binary continuity

Whispering her songs

Most importantly harboring the sacred life of this planet

Im a renegade running from my responsibilities created by someone else’s realities 

I run my own game trying to walk in both lands never really fitting into either i slept under the stars 

Savoring the moments with nothing in between the new moon and me

Throwing my intentions in the fire while i boiled saltwater down

I awoke to bunnies exploring my blankets

I woke on the beach to wild ponies neighing their wishes

We ran side by side 

I ran my hand over the CD 

it’s familiar disk 

held loosely by my feelings

fastened with memories 

every time that song played 

ran through my mind

eliciting memories that 

captivate my soul

Evoking feelings 

Making me dance 

Away from my comfort zone

Risking just one more chance

Singing just one more lyric 

Reasons don’t matter

Just the lingering after effect of the tales told and rhythm played

The way chance and coincidence collided with fate in ecstasy dancing so close 

The chocolate Fell on my tongue tantalize me

My taste buds stand the erect

Salivating as bitterness 

Combined with the melting thickness

Covering all my points of being 

Interests prescribed

Believing in this sacred ritual

That arose from a cup of well being a cup that nourishes the mind body and soul

Cacao with a Little sweetness 

a little cream and spice to warm you inside and out

Rev your metabolism 

Mend a broken heart

Savoring each sensual sip

I’ve been waiting all day to hide away 

Away from chaos kids and disorders

Away from chores and responsibilities 

Find a few moments to find my soul

Mend the holes 

Sew a few patches 

Knotted in disappear knotted hopelessness and broken dreams cast aside by meager means

Challenges and disillusioned prophesies 

I mend away libations overturned judgements and ease back into me

Me 

Who I am

Who I was meant to be I shimmy into my soul fixed and fitted

It’s me and who I am today  

Listen to my heart 

Listen to my words 

As they render incomplete 

Bypassing laws and regulations

Hear the rhythm connected

To the universe 

To the land we all share 

The first Morning light 

Warms the trees basking in the glowing rays rising 

We are all made from star. Dust

Bound by leather dressed in lace

Lamenting in the seasons

Welcoming change

Crossing 

boundaries 

Solving situations 

exceeding expectations

Chasing memories

Selling dreams

Casting revaluations boundlessly into a universe

Justifications trying to make sense

Of the world we live in

Dancing through the fog 

With the parade of ghosts

Lightening our way through the darkness 

Passing over the landscape to freedom 

A night of mischievous kissing 

A night of healing

Releasing the discord and knots

That bound me

Shroud me with silken wetness

Saturating my soul with the landscape

A psychedelic a rhythmic binary bliss awaits me 

Sweet Isis dance with me 

Till the morning light

Till the dew dissolves 

And the salacious

Sounds of our feet hitting the earth

Our brothers gone by holding company

Our sisters visions enlighten royal ambitions

I’ve been many things in my life. A master of creation dancing on the wind of music and a healer are some of my more fun lives. Today I am a blessed mom and foster momma to two infants! Love and light in all your creations

the new life class ‘A holistic approach to creativity

 

Here is the instructors welcome page for my new site… I would love for you all to check it out…A lot of love and learning in the process…

blessings

~Michelle

https://sacredholisticarts.coursesites.com

 

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  • A Holistic approach to creativity is about discovering yourself and creativity through the modality of holistic health  and vitality that is always within you. Learning ways to be connected to the divine through a process of discovery. Finding that you can tap into  your constantly flowing stream of creativity. Learn to take challenges and turn them into opportunities. The class is taught by Michelle Crowningshield – Bryan author of two books: Pieces of soul love saga ( can be found on itunes) or On Amazon along with her second book Quantum Spirituality both  books of poetry and art. Once enrolled there is an electronic version of each book in your tools section.

    This life class utilizes tips and strategies that have been accumulated through her multiples sources of education including but not limited too: Cosmetology, Culinary Arts, Fine Arts, Environmental and Holistic Health, Healing, Jewelry making, Dream catcher mythology and ritual tools. Other professionals will be creating and sharing profiles, video’s and tricks of the trade while working along side you as we all progress. Are you interested in sharing gifts for barter or trade? Contact me and I would be happy to talk with you. I am in the process of designing 52 different sections searching the globe to find what inspires us into making the world better including. The class will also utilize some of the knowledge of other participants. Having found the niche in this world to be really unique and amazing We will all help you to develop yours. This class is a community building workshop. When you purchase this class you will have access to it for as long as the Internet continues to work

    Each week there are posted assignments, exercises, recipe’s, video’s and meditations that are designed to put tools in your tool box and let you get the most out of your life class. .

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    What you can do is look at this course as a care and feeding for the soul. A support group for creativity. A place to nourish the divinity within you. This course may not teach you to be successful that is pure luck and perseverance. I can not give you will power, no one can that is up to you. What I can do is give you affirmation not to give up and give you tools to thrive. With care and feeding of the soul anything is possible. Without a long road of obstacles you loose your sense of adventure. What adventures you choose to make out of your life is up to you. If anything the one thing I have learned is how to push through obstacles using creativity and holistic health as a vehicle for healing.

     

    Thankfully this is not a graded course. You will get out of it what you put in. Simply stated I can give you the tools but I am not going to build the house for you. I can give you idea’s but learning is a process and you have to work through the process. You have steps that need to be followed and I have given idea’s on the different levels of artistic abilities that you can utilize if this is the first time you have ever thought about art or if you are a doctor of art. The core development of who you are is a continuous processes and it is up to you to find the joy in the work that you do and how you spend your time.

     

    My desire is to be able to work on community building and endless possibilities.  This is an important aspect of this class. This is a community of people who will thrive from your experience, from your work and wisdom. Without this communication between us  sometimes our learning experiences fail to be learned from and can turn into a forgotten folder or a wallowed in wasteland of blockage.

    For $125 You will receive access to this course site and become a member of a community of thriving artists in search of intentional connection.  I am sharing my $45,000+ worth of education for this introductory price. 52 classes to help you grow, learn, play and connect mind, body and soul. Learn how to access that divine energy that will help you create, love and heal. Work on deepening your relationship with your earth and universe expanding your consciousness and healing abilities.

    Please contact me with any questions, comments, or concerns. No one is turned for lack of funds… The world is full of possibilities and options

    Namaste’

    Michelle

    Sacredholisticarts@gmail.com

I published my first book!!!!!!

https://itunes.apple.com/us/book/pieces-of-soul-love-saga/id662138423?mt=11

I want to say a big thanks to the wordpress community for all the love and support. You all are truly an inspiration that has kept me writing and reading!!!  Every time I come on here and see you have taken the time to read, comment and reply to my work: I am honored and feel blessed to be part of this community that is so much more than I could have ever asked for. Soooo there are many of your  favorite poems that you all have liked and replied to in this book.  Alot of new pics, my song ‘pottery and solace’  and …. a video… I hope you all get a chance to check it out and support this single mamma and her family so we can live the life we love and love the life we live with abandon and gratefulness!!!

once again you all rock and I love love love ya’all

`~*Michelle

 

shameless insinuations/ 37/soul love saga

 

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Shameless insinuations

 

reminders of all that could be

 

shameless days

 

lying in bliss

 

calling it peaceful affirmations

 

when intentions prove

 

undeniably different

 

seeing the undermost

 

secret skins

 

and lightness of private

 

precautions

 

borderline determination

 

for ones own advances

 

I can’t wrap my mind around

 

the border patrol

 

round the neighborhood

 

all eyes peering in this direction

 

alls my thoughts conceive is

 

this past notion of

 

shameless behavior

 

the wrong reasons

 

feel so right

 

summons the dead/37/soul love saga

on restless nights
I summons the Dead
Gratefully
they rock my soul to sleep
with a lackadaisical
lullaby
sweet memories that
make me shine
away the nightmares
phising smoothed my
ruff edges and saved
me from a dismal
transition
caught up in the music
I bounced around the room
at my my lowest
gravel
gratefully
comfort in the community
that sustains the soul
where the sirens call
and those timeless moments
where we can be
freesteal your face goddess

wild woman/ 35/ soul love saga

Wild woman
I have felt my wild woman
in the midst of transition
a mother bear guiding
her cubs
from danger
I have felt my wild woman
as a drum through the night
by the fire
as I dance by the hot flames
rythm beats a vibration
within my body
I have felt her urge
to stay on my path
of enlightenment
to empower
my waken moments
to do what needs
to be done
for me
my family
and the world
I have felt my wild woman
inside me as I lose time
inside the midst of creation
and the transition into motherhood
I see her in my art
in my art
I see my soul
in my soul is her

rippling energy /part 2/ 25/ soul love saga

woman in the wind  water colour original  by Michelle $100
woman in the wind
water colour original
by Michelle
$100
A crow sweeps the overhead sky.
Declaring his position
He lands on the highest tree between us
I can’t tell the difference between my own
happieness and sadness.
Her face holds no expression
Somewhere between life and death
she dreams
Now,
today,
not before yesturday
she is content enjoying each minute.
Now there is no time
there is no sadness:
there is no rhyme or reason

I wonder does she know I am here?
IF only there is someway to protect the innocent
from a reality that is so complex and harsh.
protect this moment
How wide and small this world is
Where there is no day
that time becomes irrelevant
All my life
all I know is all
connecting as I stand here
motionless
I began to realize and release the impact of society on my mind
the stresses that never ends
Having this one day that I can do without.
If my nightmares could leave for one night
My angst to just be arrives
to enjoy my time on earth
at this very moment.
I watch the slightest smile
embrace her face
Not letting distractions bother her
or make her turn from
her position in the grass
the mystical orchard gave away
the presence of the spiritual world around her
the faces of the forest appear
with the slightest expression
the past present and future
all are happening at once
This girl has the gift of magik
that is hers alone and ours to share
if we dare learn.
As the mist of figures dance by on their own time
I become dizzy the heat of the day has me, I sit
feeling the warmth of the sun on my exposed flesh.
My sundress flowing in the slight breeze.
I close my eyes off of this dreamland
to gather these overwhelming emotions
I’ve been intoxicated with the days perspectives
In my waking
life is hazy.
she stands looking as if she is waking too.
we stand ,
stretching our arms as high as we can
and yawn in fresh oxygen
to gather our senses
Standing facing me.
she smiles freely
and undoes the ribbon
that holds her long sky blue flowing dress on.
Looking past the heavens
her dress falls to the wild flowers at her feet.
Slowly she walks away from her
clothing and material posessions
towards me.
She gazes at the solar energy
produced from above as
it is slowly falling
across the sky behind the mountain of dunes.
She reaches so high
then stretches again to the sun not yet set.
Slowly,
she starts to spin,
faster and faster
she’s spinning
around and around
till gravity takes her.
She laughs and rolls around
among the lazy susans
ans the queen anns lace ticles her beyond control
I laugh too at her infectious behavior.
She watches the clouds turn shapes and make her favorite characters.
I turn away from the most feared shadows.
the clouds can only mistify the girl for so long.
Soon, she jumps up and runs as fast as she can go
her hair flowing behind her like a wild fire out of control.
The sun raidiates of her naked body freshly
as she circulates the glory of the day
through her blood.
I run to join her in her journey.
seizing the day
each muscle joins us on an endless mission.
I’m not just here as an audience
in amazement of this girl before me.
I wonder if anyone watches us.
I speak in a voice loud enough
for the world around me to hear.
above the music of the orchard
to the ocean we run.
We slow down as the horizon comes into view.

pure truth/37/soul love saga

peace pagoda the pure truth. I believe with each moment someone new is woken from this reality and beguins to really see things and actions from the big picture. people will see that it is karma of our reactions and actions that we are responsible for. Our reason for living is simple and not as complex as we make it. and that we are not fully engaged until we are living through our connection to the divine and not the mundane.when you raise your vibration you will see that many of the people you once knew are not who you thought they were. You will find that in order to really find your true path you have to let go because they were only keeping you down anyway. In order to discover your life purpose you have to keep moving forward and keep trying to make your life better and than you will find that the hugs you recieve are the heart to heart connection that you crave and deserve. The more you put your energy into raising the vibration of the community through volunteerism the more you will find real connection and a real life that makes you feel good

no food in our bellies/ 25/ soul love saga

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With no food in
our bellies
No song full of soul
Where are we?
Together maybe
always
But curses never die
Holes in our socks
No shoes on our feet
No light on our path
No rhythm for our dance
No roof over our heads
How do we stay dry?
when the clouds cry?