Tag Archives: first love

surreptitious love/ 37/ soul love saga

 smith exhibit

Im on the edge of something

my breath is shallow

i can feel my energy building

I feel it

Our love 

not going nowhere

the excitement contained

by novel desires kept secret

vexations lay within 

every curse by my 

splendor in daily living


fervent expressions 

held back 

not for lack of a better world

mal -ease

summons the dead/37/soul love saga

on restless nights
I summons the Dead
they rock my soul to sleep
with a lackadaisical
sweet memories that
make me shine
away the nightmares
phising smoothed my
ruff edges and saved
me from a dismal
caught up in the music
I bounced around the room
at my my lowest
comfort in the community
that sustains the soul
where the sirens call
and those timeless moments
where we can be
freesteal your face goddess

our earth/24/soul love saga

When you see
that the road goes nowhere
open your eyes
the higher meaning
we were born for
is in our lives
everyday is our chance
to change the world
let it be yours
to save our earthspring 2013 138

raw emotion/24/soul love saga

spring 2013 152from a distance words caress my soul
an essence of inspiration

intensity holds my heart for ransom
the energy was so extreme

the vibe so rich
I havent the chance
to spend it in all my life

you guided my soul
a prospective i carried
on my long journey

Your belly as you entered me
stays in my memory
when we were in for raw emotion
I ponder the words to explore
the spiritual quest of destiny
whos to lead me into paradise
sickness or drought

live life/24/soul love saga

an afternoon
not to soon
I sank in
it all started half past 10
I m!@#$%^&
then I deliberated
my erotasy a world so free
Naked at play
livin with you
would be insane

my mind wants to saturate thy soul
in a gracious plore
to explore your body
a complete touch
I lost some how
I lay still
scared to lose

our souls joined
by mere molecules…

is it our energy drives us to love
so strong
it makes our hearts beat different?

rage my life
through experiencing
I meet minds raw
and closed my soul for others

are we meant to be contained
or do we love as we see fit?
do we make the most of each minuet?
or scar ourselves with mistrust?
how do I bring up issues
that seem so hard to discuss?
when you just want to
spring 2013 152

live life

Living in parables/24/soul love saga

Another day gone
living in parables
do you have all you want
and didn’t count for?
Do you have what you loved for so long
DO you change a potentially wonderful life
and loose my sex
my sex
my sex
where did it go?
He didn’t know what love was
neither did I
I assumed it would work out

all on stand by
what is it going to be
I’ll grow old
today I don’t know

fates signal/24/soul love saga

spring 2013 113

base of my morals
saw way to much
loving him kept me alive

Helped my to play flys game and win
the things I saw
I heard too much to forget
I was conned
into living with a *&^#

Love is the only thing
that kept me from a life
of &^%^#@%^&
I could be the %^&*&^
of Manhattan now
His face was all I could see
instead of lips
I never wanted to kiss
Hands of others
I have always wanted to deny

when I thought
I’d never be in contact
with him again
I let love in
he’s always felt that way
what the fuck!!!!
I dealt with the tears
where were you?
Now I have that
sweet special someone
who gives me all
he has to offer
my hesitance hurts???
I’ve been raped
from the insight out
inside out
I feel how I feel
but that’s not
how it should be
tell like it is
my hazy
sunset scene
explain the dream
I life peacefully
no gods grace
where souls are safe
from the universe
do I dare????
I do not know
I’ll wait for fates signal
So I can understand
Life will never be the same
If I change
do I dare???
do I care???
I love sweetly
foreversoundly and costly

wild woman/ 35/ soul love saga

Wild woman
I have felt my wild woman
in the midst of transition
a mother bear guiding
her cubs
from danger
I have felt my wild woman
as a drum through the night
by the fire
as I dance by the hot flames
rythm beats a vibration
within my body
I have felt her urge
to stay on my path
of enlightenment
to empower
my waken moments
to do what needs
to be done
for me
my family
and the world
I have felt my wild woman
inside me as I lose time
inside the midst of creation
and the transition into motherhood
I see her in my art
in my art
I see my soul
in my soul is her

I am/36/soul love saga


I watch and weave
I listen and mend
I dance and cleanse
I see and dream
I watch and bead
I hear and tend
I look and wrap
I gaze and paint
I pray and garden
I meditate and cook
I seduce with food
I energize with words
I write and learn
I am

harvest rites and rituals/36/ soul love saga

to plow our ways
leveling and overtaking

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