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angry kids/36/soul love saga

fall and winter of 2011-2012 2931/27/2012
My kids are so angry
bouncing against these
four walls
even the halls that
reek of enemas
+ unjust of monarchy in a dictator ship
No running, talking, laughing or back bends
No standing on your head
I hate to walk past their fat ugly asses
(nice people I would never say such things
only those that let their ugly seep through
their mouths disguised as attitude)
Words and letter,
those looks on their face
creating new ways to make us crazy.

Through doors to the outside world ,
Through their heavy cigarette smoke
I choke in my slum dog ways
Someone said it’s because they are foreigners
but kindness and respect
has nothing to do w/ where you are from

. So I’ll still eat my paleek paneer
, staring at my Buddha
they tried to take my religion away. .
Closer to enlightenment
No standing on your head I hate to walk past their fat ugly asses

Through doors to the outside world through door ,
Through their heavy cigarette smoke
I choke in my slum dog way
Im checking in my slum dog haze
Smothering my independence
Suffocating our spirits
My kids [punch + kick}
I scream + yell
Our bodies shakin
Our bodies crawlin
Trying to get out of this hotel

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walls/homeless at the days inn/ 36/soul love saga

puzzle peices walls closing in
anger under doors
smoke in the halls smells not mine
enough rules
to drive you insane
lack of privacy on the telephone
lines crossing

Homeless at the Days inn
When do I get time for me?
Where I’m not tryin to find housin
Hours of searching the streets
hours debatin
surfing the web
not the ocean
for a home to co-exist
w/my children, community +nature
even lowering expectations
drowned in sorrow
holding my head up high
expectations
walking away w/ a closed ear
and wasted time
still homeless
without a place to be
my kids and me
motel full of methadone mothers
beat up boys
families with little hope
teenage moms
stuck in this transition
a purgatory
retched smoke smelling rooms and tar stained walls
kids bouncing off all four walls
w/little  hope
not yet hopeless