Tag Archives: love

festival love

Is it more than meetings

random happenings

and sage beginnings?

Did I give you all of me

out of love or despair?

The carnage of civility canvases

the grounds

only to discover;

what

was laying within

was more ornate and beautiful

than just a handsome face to look at.

Had I stuck to my topical fascination

my life would have guaranteed to mislead me.

my judgements eluded me

my prayers

would not have been answered.
Keeping my mind opened

my expectations off in the distance

I dissolute this enchantment.

I’m not good at one night stands or

laying my heart on the line.
I took a chance

featuring a mind blowing experience

within the festivals of life.
Our ages as separate as our lives

connecting on a deeper level

of humanity

spirituality that explores

the depths of human nature

for good and bad.

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Synergy

I breathe/I feel
so alive
My senses alert to
Each and every cell
A synergy of all my parts makes me
Unique/ whole
Dividing and multiplying
I am the mother of creation
Alive/and breathing
Forever in nature
I assume this position
The one control I maintain in this world
I breathe/
I dance
Feeling my interconnectedness with all living things
I watch the plants and the tree’s responding
To my energy
Thoughts/songs
Dancing in unison the sound of the leaves
Clapping/
Falling
Make me come undone
Feeling free
From the mundane
Cooking and cleaning
I can be one with the divine
Source of my inspiration
I am free of this
Reality/technology
The ocean waves in anticipation
Surrendering to the rise and fall of the moon
I feel the earth breathe in each and every
Cell saturated in her womb

Stupid girl

You just got mind fucked again
Wish you could help
who you fall in love with
And fall out just as easy.
Twin flame that burnt
the fuck out of my soul.
Your addiction has cost your family
opportunity
And me.

After being locked out of my WordPress account for awhile and finding my way home again my first few posts were liked by some of my fav artists and writers. actually brought me to tears the wp. community inspired me and pushed me farther in writing with your support… freaking psyched to be back.

today I put together all the year as worth of poems and short stories. can u believe it’s 92, 241 words!!!! going through and trying to edit. I’m doing it. been scared shirtless of putting my raw stories out there but it’s time to thrive

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Free trade high

Time circles high Pushing through to what matters 

What matters most in this icy desolation Daughters of the revolution 

Sons of anarchy

All in chaotic bliss central to my location 

Central to the core of my beliefs 

Central to the Armageddon of 

my song, My rules, my choices

Who can stand by me

Holding the power of patience 

And dedication to family

Who can stand by me

Through acquisition and free trade

Selling humble wares

Witnessing the miracle of healing

And the erythema of harmony  

Shaman of my soul

The nights of my dreams love of my life, 

Shaman of my soul. 

Secret of universal truth Is…

 We are all one…

Watch me dance 

Through the horizons and rainbows Grab my hips and pull me close. Dance with me through the dappled moon light in the forest. 

Touch the center of my beingYou weren’t just a fleeting moment in my lifetime

Leaving stardust on my trail

You lit Wildfire in my body

Illuminating my soul

Where do we go from here

  •   So in this whole mess we have to find a way to make education work for everyone. We need to find effective solutions for these schools that have no money to deal with the rising problems that they are facing.

I can only speak from my expierience and my educationaexperiences for my self and my children. My kids school situation has been incredibly difficult until we got them the help that they needed. I am not saying that we are on a easy road but learning how to advocate for their needs helps tremendously. I wish each kid came with their own guide book but after years I do have more knowledge and understanding of what works and what doesn’t.

In the school of question all three of my kids went there. My boys went to this calm room and my daughter saw it but never had to go. My oldest went there several times 8 years ago and at the time I didn’t question the professional thinking they had more expierience with these unruly behaviors but questioning him now since this has come up he said he was scared and hit and kicked the door. My younger son said he just used his time to sleep and it didn’t bother him. Effective for one not so for the other. The law states that an adult must be in there. Now let’s have say an adjustment counselor in there helping them to resolve issues, give the child more tools to put into their tool box so when problems arise in the future as they inevitably will they can access this knowledge. This can’t be done by sticking a kid in solitary confinement ! Hello! These kids will grow up and be a part of our community! I think we need to treat them likely and and teach them how to be civilized good world citizens.

I read an article that the advocate put out about Holyoke schools and abuse against special needs students! This is our most fragile growing  sector of our communities. Another recent case of abuse was exposed in Northampton school.

I understand how difficult it is to parent and teach kids with developmental issues. There are too many situations happening that need to be overhauled so we can get back to learning. One comment left said well what about these kids that are coming from abusive homes or poor nutrition or or or. They still deserve education and to feel safe.  And because they may come from abusive poor homes does not mean we can let the schools get away with abusive behavior too. Corporal punishment went away for a reason.

What about an overhaul of the system thT is ineffective and not working? Stop teaching to test and teach for the love of learning! Let’s face it the teachers hate it and so don’t the kids! That could be the cause of rising problems in education!  Trying to fit everyone in a box how about filling those boxes withe dirt and planting seeds and watching them grow?

Leverett schools took my youngest son who had gotten way out of control in Newton street schools and had a host of in resolved educational problems and helped. They were amazing! They got him a Nuero psych, a behavior consultation from a psychiatrist and put into place an I e p that helps him to this day! They taught me how to advocate for him what works well for him. He learns best in a small classroom.

Some parents have said that we don’t know how to parent we don’t beAt the kids… The list goes on. With all the rising environmental toxins and poor education that doesn’t fit our kids unlimited  technology doesn’t help we do look to the professionals to do the right thing.  I guess we are all at a loss if we don’t solve these problems as children grow and become independent adults without having the ability to solve problems. They are looking to self medicate to numb pain and creating more problems in our community.