*Soiled doves
I am
Encompassed
Infatuation
To innocent to turn
A tide
Not so, to splash
My mind
History plays on
Future so clean
A purifying mists
Of change
Sacred notion
Pivotal motion
In areas of realm
Amid sweet chocolate
I add spice
To taste
For vitality
I come alive
In love
One single morsel
Melted.
through realms of
transgression
*Seas of sanction
Guilt reigns
Mirrored pains
Washing my face
From societies
Beliefs
State of minds
Seas of sanction
Realms of compassion
Have no say
In a world of decay
Left after dis-ease
State of minds
Seas of sanction
Can anyone win
Temptations and urges of discipline?
Morals of precaution
In a day of race and age
Not to whom
Respect is deserved
State of minds
In realms of deceptions
Distinctive essays
Professor’s red
Blood of lonely
Heart of blue
Ocean waves of prosperity
Enhance society
With morals of simplicity
*Interpretations
Convoluted situations
across the nations
another risk
in reasons
drastic revelations
in dreams
Reasons
Energetic prophecy
Hypothetical evaluations
onto cross contamination’s
Makes sense to me
To rain on litigation’s
Mild interpretations of this place,
time
And space we occupy
*Time solutions
Evil ution
Time consumptions
Simple notions
Easy medication
Rippling education
Mixed notions
False presumption
Mal adjustments
In capital gain
Bring pain
Criteria leaves average
Folk on their on their knees
Paperwork that kills trees
Brings forest disperse
In shuffling, processing
And time telling
Positions that have no aim
Bring the power
Back to the hands
That serves and not destroys.
Women’s studies, Amherst 2010
*seasonal economics
The sound of night
echoes beyond stillness
I haphazardly fill out applications
in the recession
my economic depression
seizing up on me again
Sounds of the tomatoes
saucing their juices
making meals for months to come
Vibrating sounds of the crickets legs
gives me solace that
summer has not been
forgotten, yet
As the first days of
fall blow the
Hurricane in
The nights crisp air
is a reminder
Change is in the air
Winters approach
lies between the months
ice hides under the snow
In my house the search for
something substantial continues
inside my house is warm and the winter
ravishes the world outside
storm after storm
Spring comes to slowly
the awakening of the earth
The sound of the birds perched
careless to the instability of
our lives
mud rivers flow courageously
as the coldness of our endurance
is warmed by the sun once more
The summer brings a abundance
Once again the earths vitality is
alive. We are awake with energy
moving forward through this recession
forgetting the economy
Soul Love
Things that were meant to be,
Or not meant to happen.
Things said
but never heard,
all good words.
Love forever,
that never existed.
A religion, a faith
Of believing in yourself
Your power,
independence…
Overcoming obstacles
Patterns of life
Celestial circles
Just listen
To new
Perceptions shared
Insights gained
Ransom took my heart
left me disassociated from love
I have never come close
to feeling so much again
instead of diving in
and saturating my soul
I touch my toe to the waters
watching the circles
that bound out
in ripples from my touch.
Run away
I sat by the sea
And listened for my heart to beat
The ocean roaring, waiting to take me
I look to the sky and a light shone on my face
Nourish in the divine….United again
The world tuning below my feet
A power greater than the difference
Between you and I
The moon in the midnight sky
Moves the ocean waves
Quiet desperation
Laced with inspiration
A time of introspection
In a time of monetary deception
I revel in
Anticipation at the known
Existence of angels
Saving my soul
From the depths of all my obstacles
Domestic toxicity
In revengeful capacity
In moments to spare
Of righteous air
in timeless preoccupations
a realization to not dwell
of justice in monogamous
Revolution in sophistication
………….
a pious mount in liberation
in cases of madness
a nation of broad casted fear
civil liberties don’t prepare you for
Everyday responsibilities
And monogamy
In the midst of
A desensitized sexual
Revolution
Time solutions
Evil ution
Time consumptions
Simple notions
Easy medication
Rippling education
Mixed notions
False presumption
Mal adjustments
In capital gain
Bring pain
Criteria leaves average
Folk on their on their knees
Paperwork that kills trees
Brings forest disperse
In shuffling, processing
And time telling
Positions that have no aim
Bring the power
Back to the hands
That serves and not destroys.
Women’s studies, Amherst 2010
Its only through
The heart of a woman
That I can see
My age race
And time settles
Me in places
Stillness doesn’t
Quite settle
Or endure
Through sentiment
Nor can I live
Though inside
I’ve been awakened
I cease to destroy
The independence
I gathered
In the awakening
In these moments
I lay justified
In my guilt
Crowningshield
2010
Feed my soul.
Nourish my mind
Touch my self
To make love grow
Being kind to yourself
To find your life’s mission
Inside outside buzzing time
Feed my soul
*A Dreams Journey
When a dream concurs your heart,
A journey is long lived alone.
Eclipsing my moon,
tryin so hard to find my home.
Looking for dawn
Scrounging new strength
Learning and loving
This experience.
When a dreams all you have
Diggin deep for change
Hiding fear
Livin on
Desires deceit
The stars are all you need
When innocence captures your eyes.
Someones always preying on fresh meat
Talking a straight living
Keeping a dreaming mind
Stayin high without falling down
Keepsakes Memorial
Hold on to value
What’s it all about
Today’ s a day
when life has gone astray
when aura’s weaken
and problems prevail
Tomorrow seems hopeless
Sorrow is the only
Truth
Lies tangled
Life is so deranged
When coming of age
Is innocence rage
Passing of time
Plays games with mind
Insanity sets
Creativity is the only
Possession of value
Keepsakes memorial
March 26, 1997
Choices
There are choices to make in life
One could turn your whole world around
I feel like I am walking on glass
Just one wrong step
My blood will stain the world red
I’m always on the edge
Time changes everything
So I’ve only got fate to map my way time
Experiencing life, for it may be short lived
Any day, any time
It could all end
Just a soul let loose
Feeling so lost
Trapped by life going day to day
My choices made in time
Losing control
Time on me
Plays games
Teaches morality
Each passing day
I believe in each of the mysteries
that pass before me
From the warmth of my belly
I hear my heart roar
Motivation in the heat of desire
A new passion renders my soul
Secrets held in pieces of me
As an untouchable
Count my ways to play
on my mental plain
Mist Essentials
As the mist falls,
formation is my imagination
Raining hardly on my mental plain-
Dire needs of direction for my travel zone.
scarce mine resources
but lyrical formation
zodiac times tarot
equals delirium
notions are poetry’s motions
rhythms holding down reality’s identity
I have only desires to grasp
dreams are mine when I hold nothing inside my hear
love is my mist essentials
Her
Mindless chatter
From a self proclaimed
Palladian singer
Capturing undivided
Attention of those around
With no realness in her narcissist being
The tornado continues
As alls fair in love
Is destroyed
Trust and reality
for a dream that doesn’t exist.
Interpretations
Convoluted situations
across the nations
another risk
in reasons
drastic revelations
in dreams
Reasons
Energetic prophecy
Hypothetical evaluations
onto cross contamination’s
Makes sense to me
To rain on litigation’s
Mild interpretations of this place,
time
And space we occupy
Ocean
The sound of the ocean waves
Is nature’s purest voice speaking
If I could never walk by the oceans side
My last breath has already been taken
When the sand filters between your toes,
And the sea crashes against your legs
You become one with the rest of the world
Part of its being
As you immerse yourself
Naked between the universes on a hot summer day
Swimming with the animals that live in the sea
Teach yourself to be free, take your land and play Hawaii 1995
The brain
Illuminates the seventh chakra. Indigo in pure light
spirituality in serenity
The brain
workings of each individual man, woman and child
The brain
a rhythm for the syntax
firing and connecting in the psyche
the brain is infinite in possibilities_
infinite in realms
+worlds- living in unison between dreams+ realities
Unjustified reasons
prolapse
my memory
a uterus
extinguishes
eternal flame
a womb thriving
in unison
breathing
into action
irresistible
to be determined
in mention
a child whose miserably clean
is happily dirty
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