Category Archives: quantum spirituality

Ferocious hunger

I have been many things in this life. 

Mastering and moving on.

Learning with a ferocious hunger.

Untamed and wild
Raising standards and vibrations

In a sea of familiarity.

I have been so close to the good life I could almost taste the sweat as it ran by, only dappling for a moment.

 I do understand and respect reality.
The intentions are as hot as lava flowing at the core of mama giai 

Sipping sanity at the center of my sanctuary through my bottomless cup of …… Depends on my mood.
I capsize my open mind letting all my dreams spill out into reality. Letting rogue waves wash over you as we talk. My mind swims with possibilities playing with rapture. Tempting me into the unknown territories making my work one of a kind.

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Forest dance

As you stand in the forest and understand. 

Each tree has its own song

It’s own beat. Each forest is a symphony of miracles

Dancing in the wind.
Bending and swaying in the wind.

Giving into the flo of life.

live of all creation growing and thriving.

Authentic life

Why do people thrive on the anger red hot boiling the blood rushes to your face and calls your adrenaline to come play ?
they live for drama .
make messes of lives trying to eradicate any good feelings so the only thing that can coexist is us against them .
but it’s not us against them it’s we in the world.
 nothings going to get better unless we stand as a divided front.
Against those who seek to destroy our nature.
I don’t get offended by how many people don’t read my work when I see what it is they do pay attention too.
so I have a heartfelt thanks to those who take their moments to get lost my work 

and my world 

my heart 

because it’s everything I am and everything i stand for and you have to stand for something 

or like the rest you’re going to fall for everything 
you’ll be like the cattle told which way to go and how to get there .

where not to go and where to stand when to sleep went to breath.
That’s not us. 

It’s not who we are.

Natural born renegades fending of the throws of addictions to technology, drugs, drama,processed shit.
We are the strong searching out an original authentic life. 

Trying to find our place here and redefine our place on the timeline 

Crystallized intentions 

Green hills the space in between is vital but is open across the landscape
I capture whAt i can but there is so much left out of a photograph

Vital life energies and auras 

Escape me in the world

As i am only a conduit trying to capture the moment

Nature is my muse

Like the delicate petals of the flowers or the twisting 

The crystalized look of dew on jewel weed reflecting fragments of the world around it

Luminous

Luminous is the color between usA hug that invokes endorphins 

Rushing blood rises to my cheeks I feel my temperature rise

You move me beyond words 

In this wild world.

You move me in the music you make

Dancing in ecstasy

To the rhythm of love

Tribal gypsy

I’m too wild for you Saturated in music and color

The tapestry I weave is complex

An intramural design 

A lost art of the ages

My dance is not for you as I move through grace twisting my life with every step I’m free

. I have the luxury of moving my hips with the sirens song

Surrounded by trade my soul is almost complete 

Surrounded by the beauty created by the dreams of us

I wish for love on every shooting star.

Not settling for anything less than stellar.

My strength comes from my Tribe through the collective consciousness and live music 

The sound vibration that carries us to rapture

Submission

I am free to let the words flow.

I am free to capture the lyrics from the ethereal dream.

Turning realizations that escape from the recess of my mind. 

With my basket armed with words I deliver you my raw connection to the divine, a gift.

I wrote this poem for you.

Devoid of expectation.

I am a renegade poet lost in the youth of this life. 

I write timeless mystical lyrics obsessed with these words flowing like a river in the caverns of my mind. 

Lacing my thigh high boots

Protecting me from the storm

Keeping me sexy and warm I walk long in stride Hips moving gracefully from side to side. Progressing me in life. Momentum in motion

My primal instincts can’t hide the wild woman in me. I’m a bone collector 

I ravish lovers And set souls free.

Loving unconditionally my children 

Living in the context of this drug culture teaching right From wrong 

Not from a hypocritical song

Just a pathway from rugged neurons 

Over sexualized society scarcely

Blessed I in this babylon where

Community organizes clash with my rave-nous assumptions Play on my ethics between right And wrong
Reaching farther into the depths of the night I grasp things I can’t see

Only feel. Stillness quakes the emptiness that rages through me like an unadulterated angst. 

Embodied in irrational fear

 I find my feet firmly planted in the ground.I gather my bearings like a harvest.My wishes well established in the fleeting star dust.I find my voice 

like a siren my song will bring the ships of humanity down.Unleashing the rhythms of justice With the waves.Immersed in the rapture of enlightenment basking in this 

esoteric knowledge. I have to hold faith that my kids will fall in line with a righteous path.

I’m too wild for you 

Saturated in music and color

The tapestry I weave is complex

An intramural design 

A lost art of the ages

My dance is not for you as I move through grace twisting my life with every step I’m free. I have the luxury of moving my hips with the sirens song

Surrounded by trade my soul is almost complete in trouble .

Surrounded by the beauty created by the dreams of us

I wish for love on every shooting star.

Not settling for anything less than stellar.

 Strength of being strongly supported by our own intuition and music

Luminous is the color between us

A hug that invokes endorphins 

Rushing blood rises to my cheeks I feel my temperature rise

You move beyond words 

In this wild world.

You move me in the music you make

Dancing in ecstasy

To the rhythm of love

leaves are green you can’t see the invasive species lining the quarter overtaken,overgrown decimating the population of trees. 

Leaving an insatiable hunger

Hopelessness in the republicans and youth today.The rate of poverty increases with policies and protocols.

I break free from the restrictions harboring my soul and find a way to be free within this realm of unwanted terror. Escaping the box i have long out grown. Letting all your negative aspects of reality compost. I plant my seeds and grow beyond the confines. 

Escaping prison that tried to hold me 

Slipping out of the cuffs that contained me.I tell you what you want to hear To feed my children

Unclassified 

No labels sprawled across my chest 

Ancient symbols lay over my heart

Finding sacred in the dirt and decay

Finding peace on heroin highway.  

Through the smoke and mirrors 

Painted nightmares of ones you love

While you smell like sweet surrender

In this apocalyptic nation. 

Most

Endearing of qualities 

high atop of a tree 

sat the hawk

Waiting for your messages 

Soft sensual sent 

of Amber oil rubbed on my wrist, on the curve of my neck 

inside my thighs,

On my belly

My temples pulsing 

Radiating in this guttural reaction.

I’m in waiting for return of

My Moon’s reflection over oceans and rivers that rage without a cause.

I am a rebel without a reason.

Complete in the tide 

I know your cells are actively engaged while you move through mountains in your dreams.

Sleep with the angels

Dance with the gypsies in a timeless ritual.
Do you know you’ve been my muse for a while?

I dream, fantasize and paint you in my life…

Wild embers burning in a warm glowing light.

My celestial self recognizes all that is hidden in deep sub conscious terrains navigating the depth of my soul. My pendulum swings your way.

My tarot reading said you were in my future and past. I give you me. 

 All of me And intuitive healing

Just give me a reason .

To save myself for the ultimate once in a lifetime love,a sign.

One reason to believe 

I dance in your dreams and play in your mind.

I see your eyes linger and it melts away the walls

Theres no tomorrow I run after my composure To catch my breath

Glare at me from the window

Who I am is in direct defiance of who I am to become 

I calibrate my crazy.Tuck away all my insanity And notions of reality momentarily, So I can raise these beings into the great beyond

Suppressing the wildwomyn in me

So I can ease the monotony of the day

I am the master of my realm 

The time master of all the plans in my house

Loving deeply and compassionately until all the bells in this kingdom have rung 

Alighting mind body and soul to universal and earthly intentions
Be still my heart in rumination 

Sanctification of the onslaught of love

With every action I bless my home and body with incense.

In my unwavering faith that fills every corner with smoke and prayers

Trying to simplify my ever complex life making room for a new reality and abundance where only dirt and disorder reside.

There’s no need for empty promises or delusions…I am set free from reality With chaos and Magik 

It’s time to dance like never before.

It’s time to create what’s never been done filling a niche with independence. I ride the trade winds of desire to erotasy 
The mass is salacious 

In saturated fall colours.

a decitent palate of prisms reflected from the bright blue sky  

erupting before our eyes.

Most amazing fireworks display 

Of regional moments.

Breathtaking abundance making me want to dip my paint brush.

Like a gypsy dancing through trees.

Through yesterday’s leaves riding a caravan of a hopeless dreamscape. 

Only to be awakened by the solitude of snow falling on an endless dream

Green hills the space in between is vital but is open across the landscape

I capture whAt i can but there is so much left out of a photograph

Vital life energies and auras 

Escape me in the world

As i am only a conduit trying to capture the moment

Nature is my muse

Like the delicate petals of the flowers or the twisting 

The crystalized look of dew on jewel weed reflecting fragments of the world around it

I wonder if your eyes close to others like blinders from theory’s when love is real, truly and deeply.

No time to wonder, measure and compare

A connection so deep the drama falls off like rain on a pane of glass protecting our hearts from deception and deceit

Sushi seems to be my answer to everything

The buffets know me by face

Smiling at this addiction to rolls and wasabi

As reality sinks in and bills mount higher than my patients

Endless phone calls

And appointments lead me to a monotony of disgusted indigestion

This is your reality not mine

Your box

 I’m trying desperately to fit in  

 But my tendrils grow over 

Trying to find the earth

 they belong in 

while establishing roots and foundations

i planted my flowers that grow outside of this mainstream life unable to cage up their unscrupulous beauty for the likes of living a normal life 

Bullet proof Gnostics

 gaining attention

Are coincidences just that

And not meant to be 

With every fiber of my romantic being i cant loose hope

I don’t want to leave here 

Surround by giai in all her earthly elements.  

Sand protecting her shores.  

Makes my skin soft letting me sink into her flesh conforming to her ways

Her waters wave over me. Surrounding me letting me escape. Daring me into rapture hypnotizing me with her binary continuity

Whispering her songs

Most importantly harboring the sacred life of this planet

Im a renegade running from my responsibilities created by someone else’s realities 

I run my own game trying to walk in both lands never really fitting into either i slept under the stars 

Savoring the moments with nothing in between the new moon and me

Throwing my intentions in the fire while i boiled saltwater down

I awoke to bunnies exploring my blankets

I woke on the beach to wild ponies neighing their wishes

We ran side by side 

I ran my hand over the CD 

it’s familiar disk 

held loosely by my feelings

fastened with memories 

every time that song played 

ran through my mind

eliciting memories that 

captivate my soul

Evoking feelings 

Making me dance 

Away from my comfort zone

Risking just one more chance

Singing just one more lyric 

Reasons don’t matter

Just the lingering after effect of the tales told and rhythm played

The way chance and coincidence collided with fate in ecstasy dancing so close 

The chocolate Fell on my tongue tantalize me

My taste buds stand the erect

Salivating as bitterness 

Combined with the melting thickness

Covering all my points of being 

Interests prescribed

Believing in this sacred ritual

That arose from a cup of well being a cup that nourishes the mind body and soul

Cacao with a Little sweetness 

a little cream and spice to warm you inside and out

Rev your metabolism 

Mend a broken heart

Savoring each sensual sip

I’ve been waiting all day to hide away 

Away from chaos kids and disorders

Away from chores and responsibilities 

Find a few moments to find my soul

Mend the holes 

Sew a few patches 

Knotted in disappear knotted hopelessness and broken dreams cast aside by meager means

Challenges and disillusioned prophesies 

I mend away libations overturned judgements and ease back into me

Me 

Who I am

Who I was meant to be I shimmy into my soul fixed and fitted

It’s me and who I am today  

Listen to my heart 

Listen to my words 

As they render incomplete 

Bypassing laws and regulations

Hear the rhythm connected

To the universe 

To the land we all share 

The first Morning light 

Warms the trees basking in the glowing rays rising 

We are all made from star. Dust

Bound by leather dressed in lace

Lamenting in the seasons

Welcoming change

Crossing 

boundaries 

Solving situations 

exceeding expectations

Chasing memories

Selling dreams

Casting revaluations boundlessly into a universe

Justifications trying to make sense

Of the world we live in

Dancing through the fog 

With the parade of ghosts

Lightening our way through the darkness 

Passing over the landscape to freedom 

A night of mischievous kissing 

A night of healing

Releasing the discord and knots

That bound me

Shroud me with silken wetness

Saturating my soul with the landscape

A psychedelic a rhythmic binary bliss awaits me 

Sweet Isis dance with me 

Till the morning light

Till the dew dissolves 

And the salacious

Sounds of our feet hitting the earth

Our brothers gone by holding company

Our sisters visions enlighten royal ambitions

I’ve been many things in my life. A master of creation dancing on the wind of music and a healer are some of my more fun lives. Today I am a blessed mom and foster momma to two infants! Love and light in all your creations