Authentic life

Why do people thrive on the anger red hot boiling the blood rushes to your face and calls your adrenaline to come play ?
they live for drama .
make messes of lives trying to eradicate any good feelings so the only thing that can coexist is us against them .
but it’s not us against them it’s we in the world.
 nothings going to get better unless we stand as a divided front.
Against those who seek to destroy our nature.
I don’t get offended by how many people don’t read my work when I see what it is they do pay attention too.
so I have a heartfelt thanks to those who take their moments to get lost my work 

and my world 

my heart 

because it’s everything I am and everything i stand for and you have to stand for something 

or like the rest you’re going to fall for everything 
you’ll be like the cattle told which way to go and how to get there .

where not to go and where to stand when to sleep went to breath.
That’s not us. 

It’s not who we are.

Natural born renegades fending of the throws of addictions to technology, drugs, drama,processed shit.
We are the strong searching out an original authentic life. 

Trying to find our place here and redefine our place on the timeline 

Living in the heroin highway

I woke to the sounds of the morning The alarm quakes me into day and I hit the ground dancing. 
Engaged in routine grasping bits of chores satisfying my mounting list a lil. If I could just have one more hour or a few more hands.
Finding my place in the world I’m not ever free again and it scares the shit out of me.
Again and again I am separated from my art by this heroin epidemic and I don’t dance with this devil. I change diapers and care for so many kids.
Everyone around you suffers the greatest of consequences while you get high.

Our minds, body and soul needs the truth not the addiction fed lies you try and serve with convincing eyes. 
Do you believe yourself?

There’s an epidemic out there!

There is an epidemic of epic proportions out there. It’s t’s complying with the order of cease and destroy.it is still successful at killing if it doesn’t kill the host it shreds them of their dignity and dreams. Holding their life hostage terrorizing families. 
I wish I had some great holistic advice. But I don’t other than wake up and stop fucking doing highly processed shot that’s killing you. ( I was going to put in the name of the drug but really any processed shit will kill you) 

I am sick of unnecessary death and dying and not being able to do anything to help except pick up the pieces. Today I feel so tired. I just want everyone to do the right thing for themselves, their families and their community.look at the big picture envision the future and choose life

unclassified / 38/ soul love saga

 

Unclassified

No labels sprawled arcoss my chest

 

ancient symbols lay over my heart

finding sacred in the dirt and decay

finding peace on others heroin highway

through the smoke and mirrors

pain and galore watching the

nightmares of the ones you love

while you smell like sweet surrender

in this apocalyptic nation

and your friends and family go missing

There is nothing left to say or do

there is only so much light

you can spread on this situation

only so much love can be givin

 

 

Cacao/ 38 / soul love saga

 

My curiosities provoked

It’s tantalizing how the chocolate fell on my tongue

memorizing me

My taste buds erect

salivating at the bitterness

combined with the melting thickness

covering all my points of being

interests prescribed

Believing in this sacred ritual

That arose from a cup of well being

a cup that nourishes the mind, body and soul

cacao with a little sweetness

a little cream and spice to warm you

inside and out

rev your metabolism

mend a broken heart

savoring each sensual sip

 

This valentines day I was snowed in with my boys. We didn’t get down on the whole mass consumption of the holiday. Instead we watched movies while I did Homework. In the afternoon my cravings took over and discovered a way to make

pure cacao chocolate.

By combining 1 tblsp of cacao powder to

1 tblsp of oil… coconut oil or hemp are really tasty

I tblsp of sweetener…coconut sugar and maple syrup both come from trees and both have  vitamins and minerals, stevia has no calories and works well too.

This will harden, or you can add it to a cup or two of warm milk for chocolate milk… Yummy

Seas across sanction/24/soul love saga

seas across sanction
Lie across the horizon
live among nature
don’t let Babylon carry on
bring truth to delicate ears
reasons are those
of the beholder
love on the earth
let it be
all the sights
our eyes can feast on

Living in parables/24/soul love saga

Another day gone
living in parables
do you have all you want
and didn’t count for?
Do you have what you loved for so long
DO you change a potentially wonderful life
and loose my sex
my sex
my sex
where did it go?
He didn’t know what love was
neither did I
I assumed it would work out

all on stand by
what is it going to be
tomorrow
I’ll grow old
today I don’t know

wasted resolutions/37/soul love saga

She was left there
in her own
pile of wasted dreams
pushed aside in
her own drama
left with hopeless
resolution

rendered junk and addiction

My eyes are swollen shut
tears are all but rendered
sick of losing those that I love
to junk and addiction
where time holds no value
no morals or family matter
misconseption and deceit
are a way of life
what I have been through
don ‘t exsist
nothing I say will fix it
the faces I see are
those crying from skinned knee’s
not the face of death
from needles injection
the gods eye he made me
still hangs in my window
I pray as he pays