There is a calm after the storm too.
Where my fantasies can be come richer than my reality.
I can once again drift into my vortex of longing and dreams.
Shielding all of the unexplainable moments that deserve no words
You can’t make sense of everything
Some things just don’t have sense.
In a world of dis-orders that rage through
a complex scenery
I can’t hide from.
I would miss the occasional sunset or rainbow
I might even have missed that slight smile
that fell onto my teens lips.
I gathered all of my baggage and took to many turns
riding them all to school today.
Searched for a home and wrote a song
making a video of a life I wanted.
When the day is finally done
I crawl under my quilt protected by layers of patches
stitched with magik, sewn by my hands one by one.
From where I have been covering me throughout all my days.
Dreaming about a life that isn’t mine
Not knowing if it will ever be.