Chains

… First time that I have ever found an anchor on the beaƧh.
I had to feel it’s weight on me. This has stabilized a ship through storms.
It could physically hold me down as it has for many throughout the years.
The contrast of black and white leave no room for the grey areas of my mind.
Been bought
Been sold
Ran away from any that’s tried to enslave me.
I know others havent been so lucky.
My choices lead me to some deep and painful consequences.
But I am free from them now
I’ve taken control of my life and consider myself blessed.

living in rapture

I’ve come so far
I feel strong again
Cuz I’ve seen how much I can handle.
I had a moment of weakness
Where my heart opened
But…
So many transitions later
This 3d existence won’t hurt me like that again.
My soul has learned its lessons and I am ready to see what lies ahead.
What fate has for me.
What the divine has planned
I’m activated
I’m alive
Living each day for the moment
Tasting nectar till finally I’m satisfied
I have fAith in this journey and open to receiving the gift of love
Waiting to treasure equal exchange of energy
Dive into to exploring my sexuality
Fully living in the rapture of life and all its positive vibrations

within

I surrender to the goddess within
screaming at me to
feel the feelings I forgot.
to feel desire, want and wishes
to live for love, in love and around it.
satisfy my longing, my mind and body.
to create from chaos and swim with rapture in Giai’s womb
exploring her fragile ecosystem
to touch and be touched

as I heal I am healing.
as I push my body beyond its boundaries releasing fear.
to savor every moment ad if it were my last
savor the divine connection embodying the power of creation.
satisfying dreams and desires

milk and roses

Soaking in milk and roses
saturating my being
nurturing my body.

I’ve been so broken
I appreciate this moment.
releasing and letting go
so I can heal
so I can move forward
Tracing my being
finding my curves
touching my skin with honey

soak my dignity
saturated in milk and roses
nourish to live
care to love and be loved
swimming in sorrows
that go down the drain
leaving me only with
my intentions