I am free to let the words flow.
I am free to capture the lyrics from the ethereal dream.
Turning realizations that escape from the recess of my mind.
With my basket armed with words I deliver you my raw connection to the divine, a gift.
I wrote this poem for you.
Devoid of expectation.
I am a renegade poet lost in the youth of this life.
I write timeless mystical lyrics obsessed with these words flowing like a river in the caverns of my mind.
Lacing my thigh high boots
Protecting me from the storm
Keeping me sexy and warm I walk long in stride Hips moving gracefully from side to side. Progressing me in life. Momentum in motion
My primal instincts can’t hide the wild woman in me. I’m a bone collector
I ravish lovers And set souls free.
Loving unconditionally my children
Living in the context of this drug culture teaching right From wrong
Not from a hypocritical song
Just a pathway from rugged neurons
Over sexualized society scarcely
Blessed I in this babylon where
Community organizes clash with my rave-nous assumptions Play on my ethics between right And wrong
Reaching farther into the depths of the night I grasp things I can’t see
Only feel. Stillness quakes the emptiness that rages through me like an unadulterated angst.
Embodied in irrational fear
I find my feet firmly planted in the ground.I gather my bearings like a harvest.My wishes well established in the fleeting star dust.I find my voice
like a siren my song will bring the ships of humanity down.Unleashing the rhythms of justice With the waves.Immersed in the rapture of enlightenment basking in this
esoteric knowledge. I have to hold faith that my kids will fall in line with a righteous path.
I’m too wild for you
Saturated in music and color
The tapestry I weave is complex
An intramural design
A lost art of the ages
My dance is not for you as I move through grace twisting my life with every step I’m free. I have the luxury of moving my hips with the sirens song
Surrounded by trade my soul is almost complete in trouble .
Surrounded by the beauty created by the dreams of us
I wish for love on every shooting star.
Not settling for anything less than stellar.
Strength of being strongly supported by our own intuition and music
Luminous is the color between us
A hug that invokes endorphins
Rushing blood rises to my cheeks I feel my temperature rise
You move beyond words
In this wild world.
You move me in the music you make
Dancing in ecstasy
To the rhythm of love
leaves are green you can’t see the invasive species lining the quarter overtaken,overgrown decimating the population of trees.
Leaving an insatiable hunger
Hopelessness in the republicans and youth today.The rate of poverty increases with policies and protocols.
I break free from the restrictions harboring my soul and find a way to be free within this realm of unwanted terror. Escaping the box i have long out grown. Letting all your negative aspects of reality compost. I plant my seeds and grow beyond the confines.
Escaping prison that tried to hold me
Slipping out of the cuffs that contained me.I tell you what you want to hear To feed my children
Unclassified
No labels sprawled across my chest
Ancient symbols lay over my heart
Finding sacred in the dirt and decay
Finding peace on heroin highway.
Through the smoke and mirrors
Painted nightmares of ones you love
While you smell like sweet surrender
In this apocalyptic nation.
Most
Endearing of qualities
high atop of a tree
sat the hawk
Waiting for your messages
Soft sensual sent
of Amber oil rubbed on my wrist, on the curve of my neck
inside my thighs,
On my belly
My temples pulsing
Radiating in this guttural reaction.
I’m in waiting for return of
My Moon’s reflection over oceans and rivers that rage without a cause.
I am a rebel without a reason.
Complete in the tide
I know your cells are actively engaged while you move through mountains in your dreams.
Sleep with the angels
Dance with the gypsies in a timeless ritual.
Do you know you’ve been my muse for a while?
I dream, fantasize and paint you in my life…
Wild embers burning in a warm glowing light.
My celestial self recognizes all that is hidden in deep sub conscious terrains navigating the depth of my soul. My pendulum swings your way.
My tarot reading said you were in my future and past. I give you me.
All of me And intuitive healing
Just give me a reason .
To save myself for the ultimate once in a lifetime love,a sign.
One reason to believe
I dance in your dreams and play in your mind.
I see your eyes linger and it melts away the walls
Theres no tomorrow I run after my composure To catch my breath
Glare at me from the window
Who I am is in direct defiance of who I am to become
I calibrate my crazy.Tuck away all my insanity And notions of reality momentarily, So I can raise these beings into the great beyond
Suppressing the wildwomyn in me
So I can ease the monotony of the day
I am the master of my realm
The time master of all the plans in my house
Loving deeply and compassionately until all the bells in this kingdom have rung
Alighting mind body and soul to universal and earthly intentions
Be still my heart in rumination
Sanctification of the onslaught of love
With every action I bless my home and body with incense.
In my unwavering faith that fills every corner with smoke and prayers
Trying to simplify my ever complex life making room for a new reality and abundance where only dirt and disorder reside.
There’s no need for empty promises or delusions…I am set free from reality With chaos and Magik
It’s time to dance like never before.
It’s time to create what’s never been done filling a niche with independence. I ride the trade winds of desire to erotasy
The mass is salacious
In saturated fall colours.
a decitent palate of prisms reflected from the bright blue sky
erupting before our eyes.
Most amazing fireworks display
Of regional moments.
Breathtaking abundance making me want to dip my paint brush.
Like a gypsy dancing through trees.
Through yesterday’s leaves riding a caravan of a hopeless dreamscape.
Only to be awakened by the solitude of snow falling on an endless dream
Green hills the space in between is vital but is open across the landscape
I capture whAt i can but there is so much left out of a photograph
Vital life energies and auras
Escape me in the world
As i am only a conduit trying to capture the moment
Nature is my muse
Like the delicate petals of the flowers or the twisting
The crystalized look of dew on jewel weed reflecting fragments of the world around it
I wonder if your eyes close to others like blinders from theory’s when love is real, truly and deeply.
No time to wonder, measure and compare
A connection so deep the drama falls off like rain on a pane of glass protecting our hearts from deception and deceit
Sushi seems to be my answer to everything
The buffets know me by face
Smiling at this addiction to rolls and wasabi
As reality sinks in and bills mount higher than my patients
Endless phone calls
And appointments lead me to a monotony of disgusted indigestion
This is your reality not mine
Your box
I’m trying desperately to fit in
But my tendrils grow over
Trying to find the earth
they belong in
while establishing roots and foundations
i planted my flowers that grow outside of this mainstream life unable to cage up their unscrupulous beauty for the likes of living a normal life
Bullet proof Gnostics
gaining attention
Are coincidences just that
And not meant to be
With every fiber of my romantic being i cant loose hope
I don’t want to leave here
Surround by giai in all her earthly elements.
Sand protecting her shores.
Makes my skin soft letting me sink into her flesh conforming to her ways
Her waters wave over me. Surrounding me letting me escape. Daring me into rapture hypnotizing me with her binary continuity
Whispering her songs
Most importantly harboring the sacred life of this planet
Im a renegade running from my responsibilities created by someone else’s realities
I run my own game trying to walk in both lands never really fitting into either i slept under the stars
Savoring the moments with nothing in between the new moon and me
Throwing my intentions in the fire while i boiled saltwater down
I awoke to bunnies exploring my blankets
I woke on the beach to wild ponies neighing their wishes
We ran side by side
I ran my hand over the CD
it’s familiar disk
held loosely by my feelings
fastened with memories
every time that song played
ran through my mind
eliciting memories that
captivate my soul
Evoking feelings
Making me dance
Away from my comfort zone
Risking just one more chance
Singing just one more lyric
Reasons don’t matter
Just the lingering after effect of the tales told and rhythm played
The way chance and coincidence collided with fate in ecstasy dancing so close
The chocolate Fell on my tongue tantalize me
My taste buds stand the erect
Salivating as bitterness
Combined with the melting thickness
Covering all my points of being
Interests prescribed
Believing in this sacred ritual
That arose from a cup of well being a cup that nourishes the mind body and soul
Cacao with a Little sweetness
a little cream and spice to warm you inside and out
Rev your metabolism
Mend a broken heart
Savoring each sensual sip
I’ve been waiting all day to hide away
Away from chaos kids and disorders
Away from chores and responsibilities
Find a few moments to find my soul
Mend the holes
Sew a few patches
Knotted in disappear knotted hopelessness and broken dreams cast aside by meager means
Challenges and disillusioned prophesies
I mend away libations overturned judgements and ease back into me
Me
Who I am
Who I was meant to be I shimmy into my soul fixed and fitted
It’s me and who I am today
Listen to my heart
Listen to my words
As they render incomplete
Bypassing laws and regulations
Hear the rhythm connected
To the universe
To the land we all share
The first Morning light
Warms the trees basking in the glowing rays rising
We are all made from star. Dust
Bound by leather dressed in lace
Lamenting in the seasons
Welcoming change
Crossing
boundaries
Solving situations
exceeding expectations
Chasing memories
Selling dreams
Casting revaluations boundlessly into a universe
Justifications trying to make sense
Of the world we live in
Dancing through the fog
With the parade of ghosts
Lightening our way through the darkness
Passing over the landscape to freedom
A night of mischievous kissing
A night of healing
Releasing the discord and knots
That bound me
Shroud me with silken wetness
Saturating my soul with the landscape
A psychedelic a rhythmic binary bliss awaits me
Sweet Isis dance with me
Till the morning light
Till the dew dissolves
And the salacious
Sounds of our feet hitting the earth
Our brothers gone by holding company
Our sisters visions enlighten royal ambitions
I’ve been many things in my life. A master of creation dancing on the wind of music and a healer are some of my more fun lives. Today I am a blessed mom and foster momma to two infants! Love and light in all your creations
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