Monthly Archives: October 2014
Bone collecting wild woman/ soul love saga/39
I am a bone collector…
Ravishing souls and the likes of them,
savoring the moments between time…
I explore the earth in all her sacredness.
I explore her in all her settled griminess
or manicured manipulations.
Knowing each tree I pass.
I sing to the plants and watch
them dance in the vibration of my song.
I am a wild woman
dancing naked and strong.
I am a wild woman
caught between ravious love
and divine union.
I am a wild woman
running with the wild animals
catching butterflys
spreading seeds on the wind.
Digging in the earth with my bare hands
planting gardens with dirty knees
sipping on the nectar
from a flower in mid day
tasting natures sugar fresh.
I am a wild woman
filling my psyche with healing energy
raising the vibration of humanity,
raising children I have birthed from my womb,
raising the vibration of the communities children.
it takes a village
We make the thunder role
Well my grown ghetto child
Handsome and undeserving
of the streets drama
the harsh realities that harden
the exterior shell
lest you remember
our days
that grow our awareness
out of decay
that bridge the dreams
and explore tribuutaries
of the psyche
ravenous in delight
raising our vibrations
while we make the thunder roll
with our coming together
I cant seem to get enough
and delight in our
interactions
as they grace my memories
trying to get closer with each
movement or word
we speak in truth
leaving the parables
to poems
shining our love and  light
onto  the naked bodies
laying awake
not missing a second
while making up  from lost time
days past
I said in these days past
as the light flickered on and off
by little fingers
all the words I could ever say
who would listen
not the little ears
nor the bigs
but the radiate energy that surpasses
extraordianry lives
and passes ordinary lives
with the likeness of dolls
one moment that leads to another is like
a marathon
where I am only in a race against time
not anyone else
to my sisters dismay
but the uncanny resemblance
of my fathers dead decaying
corpse..
I don’t know where this will all lead
only I know I can’t quit yet
Pushing the boundaries
of the words
that flow from the ether
I have to step up and breath
I have to live and love
and know that in the end
it is me that must
sleep soundly at night
the foster care system isn’t my boss
nor is their mother
but my own consciousness
on raising the spirits
bright and bueatiful
and caring for my own
in their own way
not one person can understand this
journey
nor can they make it easy
except those who get off on suffering
and release their venom on me
instead of taking responsibility
I still have to devote my time
stratagize my personal life
and sacrifice everything to make it right
and love and hug
these beings tight
I am so strong
because I have to be
because I am a survivor
because I cant be weak
Making magik by fall
The waterfall
rages,
while the windswept tree’s,
lose their leaves
raining down on me…
I take the harvest
from the summers garden
creating magik in my kitchen
curing  and drying herbs,
curing and
baking pies
getting ready for the turning of the sky…
turn, turn, turn
lady and lord
God and goddess
all universal energies..
From the stars and moons
the halo’s eve approaches
makeup and dress up
on the minds of many
making magik
in this realm
while my plants
have metamorphosed
through the season
their time has come to an end…
Mix, mix, mix
cut and tend
what I seek shall be mine
to blend…
Gathering momentum
like notions on the wind
I ask the hibernation
to energize my creative
hands
make and mend
take and friend
what you love
shall be safe till the end.
Walking through the mountains
as the quilts of fall colours
adorn the view
alive with vitality
alive with velocity
nows the time to set intentions
create the pathways
that will carry us forward…
emanating
I feel this rapture
emanating from within
I felt that moment
more
and more as time went on
what we give
we are animals
playing this human game
spiritual beings
living in realities
fateful moments
that rip your heart out
and terrorize the fiber of your existence
what is so important is held
in transit today
I gave it away
to the deepest connection
through time and space
past life  all in the present
everything that happened
led to this moment
like happenstance
endurance
I remember the wanting
the needing
the anxiety
over finding love
but the unexpected finding of joy
happened when I wasn’t waiting
nor when I was even thinking about it
I dismissed your good looks
our conversation
our connection
until it became impossible
to hide.
The way you care
the way I get lost in your eyes
undeniable bliss
filled in these moments of my life
with the quaking of endurance
that rocks my world with security
I have never felt like this and it scares me
as much as you
we conversate and gather momentum
discovering each other
and sanction
in each others arms
resting assured
comfortable entering new levels
of this relationship realm
our difference bring us together in the middle
while we find such joy in being
in the here and now
gathering momentum
these sacred moments
eye opening bellows of bliss
randomly happening in all the right places
wandering gait that tramps through life
gathering those favorite finds
that mean so much yet leave nothing behind
stopping to pick up that rock that glistens in the sun
a marker for the occasion
joining the leagues of others
on the trail of love
joining with the main road
I head off of the path
to converge with myself
Taking a moment to find a hand
take a breath
and remember
who I am
and why I came
walking beyond my destination
exploring all beyond the bounds
knowing the tree’s and how their bark
grows round the trunk
made comfortable for me to sit
for a moment
gather my thoughts
pray and collect energy
from this place i nestled close
to the earth and roots
gathering momentum
for the next decision
Earth warrior clarity
Im a spirtual gangsta
Watching  video’s online
cuz they don’t play them on mtv anymore …
I see a mass consumerism
of materialism
brought about through
the cultural use
of non recyclable plastic…….
spending all your time and money
partying away your life within shallow degree’s….
I party with pride and dignity
of a higher vibration
of people
Inspiring the greater good from everyone…
Gleaning natures way.
Sure I played
tho I smarten up
an awaking I am proud of ……
More than how much?
How fast ?
How callous I can be?
How much can I use? 
I glean nature rather than stores..
Within a gallant effort of mass consciousness
a whole society can be raised
to care as opposed to destroying the world. …
Watching the mind bending actions of popular cultures
mainstream makes me scream!!!
The colours un natural and fake with high maintenance.
I am part of mother natures army
an earth warrior
to end the world of decay!
I am part of the solution
not the problem with every step I take part….
Big thanks to the garbage faries
that grace the way
cleaning up the world making it a better day…. 
Working on this spiritual evolution
sacred holistic arts
symbols of clarity
stop bitching
start a revolution…
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