Your life purpose just becomes taking care of these kids that fight you for a single step of the way. You have to just surrender. I still feel that urgency to do something bigger, do something better like maybe I’m gonna read book that’ll change the world but I haven’t written it yet.
Category Archives: relationships
Stupid girl
You just got mind fucked again
Wish you could help
who you fall in love with
And fall out just as easy.
Twin flame that burnt
the fuck out of my soul.
Your addiction has cost your family
opportunity
And me.
Luminous
Luminous is the color between usA hug that invokes endorphins
Rushing blood rises to my cheeks I feel my temperature rise
You move me beyond words
In this wild world.
You move me in the music you make
Dancing in ecstasy
To the rhythm of love
Free trade high
Time circles high Pushing through to what matters
What matters most in this icy desolation Daughters of the revolution
Sons of anarchy
All in chaotic bliss central to my location
Central to the core of my beliefs
Central to the Armageddon of
my song, My rules, my choices
Who can stand by me
Holding the power of patience
And dedication to family
Who can stand by me
Through acquisition and free trade
Selling humble wares
Witnessing the miracle of healing
And the erythema of harmony
who is of the stars
Is it just words?
do we live by our beliefs?
can we be held to standards?
or is it our own inquiry that holds our limits?
that we provide
a shield against everything that doesn’t
uphold our values…
stigma’s that we created ourselves
Can this define our secrets and what we share?
power that is sacrificed by our search for happieness
our quest for knowledge
and our desire to play the game
Love that takes a toll
and drains our vitality isn’t love
A soul connection should raise our vibration
letting us be free to be who we are
without the defence mechanisms
that difine what we do and who we can become.
the definition is just words it is the actions that matter
Boundaries that should be created by both
keep us safe in each others arms
keep us alive
in each others eyes
I am in love
there is no defining it
as it continues to grow each day
I am just that a woman
who is ruled by venus
who is of the stars
who values
this sacred being
and our connection
~*serendipitous love story?/ 36/ Soul love saga
On my porch I listen to the ocean waves crashing against the shore
on my porch at home I hear the falls down the street
the crickets in my yard seeking a mate
filling my drums with the vibration of sounds
night sounds endearing my cranium
as the earth takes a turn around the sun
really feeling the city sin
Every movie,
every turn, every song
is a serendipitous love story
yet nothing happens in reality
I become increasingly
more isolated with each
failed attempt
each sign
lay within an empty vastness
going off a cliff
into a oblivion
each chance encounter is just that
a chance
Sun Dancer / 37/Soul love saga
I want to melt
into your sacred being
I am a sun dancer
trying to find reason
through the power of creation
a sacrifice for my life purpose
trinity love
my one regret
was losing our connection
playing in the golden light
I am your rainbow dancer
waiting for your music
so I can drum to find
our vibration
in the rhythm of the life
we share playing
our heart song
crystalline reasoning/ 37/ Soul love saga
Crystalline reasoning
a seasoning for taste
a flavor that saturates
the tongue like prisms
of courage in the face of a trip
between worlds
treason unfolding
in my brain
full of grace
with only a trace
of reality
born and raised
clues in this maze
crops not yet
grazed
crystalline reasoning
new worlds colliding
dimensions unfolding
becoming one
unified movement
a collective consciousness in a
world within worlds
were distress melts away
crystalline reasoning
a seasoning for taste
a flower that saturates
the tongue like a prisms
of courage
in the face of a trip
between
worlds
where distress melts away
resourceful cooperation
ending the agonizing
loneliness that dwells
in the recess of the mind
crystalline reasoning
is the niche filled with love
reasoning chaos
brevity/ 38/soul love saga
I hide away on this prolonged winter day
away in the book mill
crossed centuries
I would look for answers
to the dreams/ fantasies that plague me
my future has left to hold
any reason that would normalize
moments like these
I don’t know where to start
from an identified cause that might not be right
but is the spiritual conquest that may or may not be a guess
pendulum has swung in your direction
I have gone against these spiritual conquest before.
randomized thoughts of a psychic
What is true in one realm may not be for this
I get lost in these dreams
falling from grace like
leather and lace from a song
hold them for real until the alarm
springs life flowing into these veins
and the coffee starts brewing
and the day begins.
the new day begins
and i have already lived a life
from a union to death dearly departs us
crossing the dimensions
I always end up in reality
a near miss
I like the way you look
when you smile at me
face to face
and turn as we walk on by
before another time and distance
sets us apart into our families
lingering moments as words drift
the rushing momentum
of life sweeps away at our brevity
and stillness unsettles me
in all the unspoken
words
echo of a long lived soul/ 38/ soul love saga
The thought of finding that very person that can help your soul rise to the next elevation of existence can only happen if you yourself are complete. We have to work on ourselves complete our fibers before we can really enjoy an authentic connection. Â I never know how long it will take but it’s best not to jump right into a relationship. We have to prioritize what has gone wrong in our lives and make it right. For me it’s my kids who are dealing with multiple challenges. I need to focus on how I can best help them without letting it affect me. Without letting their problems make me so mad. Keeping your mind open and searching for the answers is really all we can do. Never quitting and always trying to do the right thing is the top priority. I do have me dreams, my desires. I have almost felt that connection that keeps me elevated. Knowing myself and the universe it is hard to let go. I am a head over heals kind of person that would love to fall in love at first sight. Â Serving no purpose I know there is a checklist that needs to be completed before I can really let go and dive into a relationship. What is your check list? I know I need to be with someone who is strong enough to make it through obstacles more gracefully and patient than I. Someone who is dedicated to children and their well beings like I. Someone who can dance and play… My list goes on..
Until then I will not let anyone bring down my energetic vibration. Noone to cloud or distract me from my purpose. My life is mine.
Moments are what make the adventures of our lives
thank you for the reminder.
Your words are an echo of a long-lived soul
and the vibrational rumble
natural balance of universal laws
I look forward to reading more.
Seeing and touch
the very fiber of your soul,
washing my face in your tears
I come close as I have ever been
to another human.
With you I am someone else
without you I am complete
my days full and abundant
You take away the chaos
filling my life with your
genuine compassion
Ultimate connection
and love
Whisper sensual moments
like bliss in her last breath
solitary I find my courage
to bless this day
while tomorrow may
hold the reality
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