Lace and boots

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my thigh high boots
Protecting me from the storm
Keeping me sexy and warm
I walk long in stride
Hips moving gracefully from side to side
Progressing me in life
Momentum in motion
My primal instincts can’t hide the wild woman in me
I’m a bone collector
I ravish lovers
And set souls free
Loving unconditionally my children
Living in the context of this drug culture teaching right
From wrong
Not from a hypocritical song
Just a pathway from rugged neurons
Over sexualized society scarcely
Blessed I in this babylon where
Community organizes clash with my rave-nous assumptions
Play on my ethics between right And wrong

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dis orders/38/soul love saga

Open your eyes and see me standing here

 

calling out to you.

Hear me as I speak.

I need you to listen to me.

Everything I do is for you

I sacrificed everything daily just so we can survive.

Lost my dignity.

My body is changed forever.

My soul is growing, thriving and suffering

all at the same time..

Guilt plagues me in the nights

as well as lonileness that dwells in the stillness

when you all sleep like angels sweetly

safely

without showing dis abilities

acting incapable of progressing

or raising your families vibration.

You won’t ever read this

the lack of interested in everything

i say and do is capable of tearing down

every thing I have worked so hard for.

Instead of running away in the face of adversity

and chaos that constanly plague our lives.

I meditate and try to raise my own vibration.

I walk behind you and try to guide

while doing damage control.

I cook you meals at your own distaste

but I make sure they are wholesome

while you waste.

I listen to your screams and your disrespect

incapable of grasping reality

tearing at the boundaries like a holy terror.

I clean all day as a ritual

hoping to calm the savage beast

ease the chaotic into well being and

clear the mind.

while the structure is even

the mess from destruction

leaves dust settling in every corner

and broken glass that was shattered

in difiance.

My mind is in constant tramatic influx

searching for answers

while more questions are being created.

sometimes it is too much for one to handle

like throwing me over the edge

where is the grace

or guiding light?

where is my other half

making it right?

Where is the path or

instruction manuel

there is nothing i wouldn’t do

to make it all right

to feel the ease of love

that could make each day worth living

and enjoying again

 

 

touch me/38/soul love saga

IMG_2305Touch me softly

with the gentleness of a light breeze.

A caress that lights my soul

and gathers momentum as the tides

roll in for the night.

Touch me softly

where strangers don’t see.

Words spoken in the twilight hours

taken for love

given in love

waiting for love

to sweep me into a dream

off to a mecca

and island of delight.

Whispering for noone elses ears

a secret that wanted no one else to hear

between lovers

soul mates

so tied to each other

bonds not even dared ot be broken

protections from all the worlds

devistations in each others arms

moments that graced us as time stood still

living , loving fairy ways/38/soul love saga

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what is there to say

when life is out of touch

and you can only live

making conversation

with random strangers

but my shyness got in the way

of real love affairs

and connections

validating that smile that I wanted to share

I couldn’t even raise my eyes

until you said something

real connections would superseed that

right? would gather up the wind

water and light and take me home

breaking me out of my prison

sheding light on my disbeliefes

loving in my fairie ways.

perfect combanations of synergistic

relationships

a unity that makes everything

dreamy

voyage/38/ soul love saga

Sailing my clipper ship

on her maiden voyage

sails in the wind

capable of anything

capable of going anywhere

a journey through the seas

drawn by the lure

of the rhythmic pulses of Gia herself

 watching the breath as

the rise and fall of the tides

moments of awe inspired

by the sun setting on the land

curious notions of stellar moments

being lit by the night sky

when the only thing that matters 

is oneness of the dividing horizon

gathering momentum

many past lives on the seas

Oceans born of my womb

mandated karma

for a reckoning of interconnect desires

selling spices 

gathering trades

crowningshields

will sail again

through me

 

conscious alignment

Joining the evolution

like a rebel coming from

the wastelands of reality

taking my prana into chakra’s

healing each one

against the currents of toxic waves

flowing my way from

every direction in this environment

Healing through light

transit pieces of well being

sacrificed by the reigns of

elementary reasoning

chaos that dilutes the life vitality

is the constant battle of disorder

dis-ease

winter/38/Soul love saga

 

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Occasionally on winters icy regent mornings

Nothing escapes it’s grasp

cold air seeps into this old house

through every crack

creating a draft.

Through my clothes to the bone

cold withered prospects..

Even the oil bills regent screams

controlling extortion

making seamless activity

impossible to venture

Bio heat activated through false hope

blasphemy falls through my lips

with each new bill

tending to multi layered dimensional being

journeying through this laden crossfire

in this winter wonderland

I lay waiting in the dormant woods

waiting for an icy fable in february

scattered flakes

melting for springs return