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There’s an epidemic out there!

There is an epidemic of epic proportions out there. It’s t’s complying with the order of cease and is still successful at killing if it doesn’t kill the host it shreds them of their dignity and dreams. Holding their life hostage terrorizing families. 
I wish I had some great holistic advice. But I don’t other than wake up and stop fucking doing highly processed shot that’s killing you. ( I was going to put in the name of the drug but really any processed shit will kill you) 

I am sick of unnecessary death and dying and not being able to do anything to help except pick up the pieces. Today I feel so tired. I just want everyone to do the right thing for themselves, their families and their community.look at the big picture envision the future and choose life

    Sacred Holistic Arts*~balancing and winter works


    Is finding normalcy in this life even possible? We have all have our preconceived notions of what normal is supposed to be like, but is living it actually what we want? I told my daughter last night that I would love it if she could be happy all the time but that isn’t always possible. Sometimes we have to take life by the moments.  Sometimes you have to just find one thing beautiful and focus on that for awhile and realize that moment is beautiful and eventually they add up.

    Sure I would love a house, a husband/wife I could be faithful too a great job and a group of friends I go out with on one scheduled visit a month. Sadly not my life right now and I would have to give up my summer touring around for one or more of the normal things and I am not ready to grow up that much yet. Stability is not over rated and yet I am not ready to settle for just any house or job that might take me away from my art. The key is balance.

    Striving for amazingness is great but not if it makes you go crazy!  A little each day just do a little something and eventually it will add up! I am amazed as I begin to publicly share my stuff just how much I do make and as you get to know me and my life it’s a lot of chaos but I make things happen pushing through obstacles.

    Patina time this picture right here is of the two arbiters that I made for the mobile’s and now I am oxidizing them so they are that beautiful turquoise color. I have been holding my breath for A few days during this process hoping it doesn’t destroy the work and enhances it nicely!!!!!!! For the know how check out my online course~ a holistic approach to creativity

    Here is the piece before I started I added some more stuff to it. My niece came in and says”aunty M why you hang my dream catcher up there silly that’s mine” she is three. so we made it uniquely hers. Music by one of my favourites bands Lucid.

    I made some one of a kind you just bought something amazing so I made you a really cool bag that your gonna want to keep:)

    Nutrition health and healing

    I really have a hard time in the winter. It is def not my fav. season! when it comes to maple season I get so excited! My family started tapping tree’s last year and I am hooked! It is hard work but when it boils and I grab a cup of tea or cocoa with boiling sap water that is our reward!  Sweet rose tea and sap water.

    Bring it on! Here is my weight loss super shake.

    2 scoops of protein powder of your choice

    1 cup of Keifer

    I table spoon of spiralina

    1 tblsp of Hemp powder.
      I could eat a head of cabbage all by my self.

    mix with olive oil and nutritional yeast and roast

     New stuff in the collection for sale

     Here is a pic of the unity scarf I knit… $110 this can wrap around my neck three times

    White Lilly crown shown here by princess Lailah can be found on my etsy . She came to sleep over and wanted to play dress up!!!! Lots of princess dresses later.. I love this girl!

      New head piece unicrystal $45  
    Can find this heady piece on etsy too.

    These I haven’t listed so if you have interested pm me   

      Homeschool moments in timekids making cookies with sap boiling in the   Background .. Below is our field trip to shelburne falls pot holes

     MCrowningshield @giaimagik View my profile page twitter


    Amazon you can find my two books… Soul love saga and Quantum Spirituality

    for our benefit/ 37/soul love saga

    Add new spasmodic affiliations

    afflicted with past revenue

    past grief

    and wrong doings to my body

    to my body wrong doings were done

    done and disabled are the wrongs

    of human kind done by mankind

    the human body was meant to nourish the divine earth

    saturate her with our blood

    composed with belief

    as we tended fields our most sacred

    moon cycles fell from our wombs

    un-pregnated to the earth we worked

    as drops landed in plants we cared for

    modifying the earth we walked among creatures

    as we were once one

    plasmas and secretions

    fell from our bodies to the hungry earth

    needing replenishing from sustaining us

    now hungry the fields are

    from being over processed

    to many years of not being cared for

    over utilized we have lost touch with


    our purpose of completions

    of mass populating matrix style

    designating chemical warfare

    on our own environments

    cancers rise

    neurological disorders

    plague the earth like never before

    as the quality of the food

    we bring to the table declines

    the master of materials

    master of rules

    master of the public welfare system

    should make compost mandatory

    recycling  obligatory laws

    make community gardens necessary

    food stamps and poor farm work

    that begins our rise out of the oppressive system

    that has held us down and under

    work for our food work for our benefit

    rise above the system to be the system

    that stabilizes and provides our own needs

    in ways that nurture our souls

    providing the child care we need

    legalize the plants that ban the pills

    universal health care not sick care

    capture the rights of the people

    to be safe from gang wars of our generations

    our generations that have fought for fuel

    the only biomass that is sustainable is hemp

    and bio fuel in this counter culture

    mushrooms  that are magic to counter balance the toxins


    fukushima daiichi nuclear disaster

    nuke fuels that are pouring thousands of gallons of toxic waste

    into our oceans are already having detrimental effects on the earths creatures

    un-repeatable problems that will last for thousands of years

    along with the oil spills  that would have been cleaned with tossed grass

    and chem trails that keep flying

    spitting and sputtering controlling our weather through destroying

    our atmosphere

    where are we going?

    such simple creatures causing such harm

    who is to start doing the right thing

    who will go down in history

    governing laws that protect and serve

    us and the earth

    who’s to be accountable?

    where are we really going with all this?

    winter/38/Soul love saga



    Occasionally on winters icy regent mornings

    Nothing escapes it’s grasp

    cold air seeps into this old house

    through every crack

    creating a draft.

    Through my clothes to the bone

    cold withered prospects..

    Even the oil bills regent screams

    controlling extortion

    making seamless activity

    impossible to venture

    Bio heat activated through false hope

    blasphemy falls through my lips

    with each new bill

    tending to multi layered dimensional being

    journeying through this laden crossfire

    in this winter wonderland

    I lay waiting in the dormant woods

    waiting for an icy fable in february

    scattered flakes

    melting for springs return

    deportation/ 38/ soul love saga

    Deportation of the worlds most valuable resources

    mined souls trying to live the american dream

    risking lives just to get into this country

    stay in this country

    we are not who we say we are

    kick the asses of the white face prosecutors

    who take charge of the assassinations

    alienations of the nation

    this country is fed off of their blood

    sweat and tears

    their family lives in fears and squaller

    hiding from the lack of papers trail

    where genocides of the natives

    are the american way

    genocide of the natives

    for land sake

    so build your walls

    make your rules

    oppressors so you can keep them down

    uneducated without transportation

    keep them under minimum wage

    working in fields of pesticides

    and grains sprayed herbicides

    while we pay

    for their cancer treatments

    and dis-ease

    while corporation farms

    and factory farms

    go unaccountable

    for their chemicals

    Americans health declines

    till we break the borders

    the cartels will reign

    till we break borders

    the issue’s will remain the same

    ancestors of the native Americans

    walked this plain

    back and forth and back and forth again

    until we stop this genocide

    the truth remains the same

    we are not all native to this land

    where did your ancestors come from?




    here is my new page about my new book coming soon to print!!!!


    Pieces of Soul love saga

    IMG_1309_fotor published through I tunes you will discover a video and a song made for the poetry on the pages there are 25 pages of poetry and art…

    now making it’s way to amazon in electronic form you will find more poetry 58 pages worth with more art and lots of heart and soul.  BY december you will be able to buy this edition out in paperback!!!! a dream come true.. I would love any and all love and support as my foster kids just left my care after a year of being in our family and I am now ” jobless” and having empty nest while my kids are still at home… How does that work? anyway I love my wordpress family and thought I would follow up on the request to build a page for my book and all of it’s info so it can be easily found (:and bought:)

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    Book Description

    Publication Date: November 12, 2013
    soul love saga is a large collection of poems and short stories that all interconnect. Some are fiction others are non fiction. I tell my stories of where I have been and I tell others stories that have remained unforgettable or those that need to be immortalized. It is a story of growth and learning to thrive through the hardest of obstacles. There are lots of original art and photo’s that adorn each page. In Ibook format I decided to give pieces of what you can expect when soul love saga is finished and published. ( I am still looking for a publisher :) My poetry stands alone I have been influenced by Bukowski as much as Emily and frost. You can check out more of my work at or if a piece really speaks to you I would love to talk back I have kept the more personal and explicit stories for when my whole series is published… thank you for reading. Namaste’ Michelle

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    rise up/37/soul love saga

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    The government is shutting down


    down goes the poor

    down goes social security


    fuel assistance

    to keep us warm

    Down goes housing to keep us going

    down goes me

    working full time

    getting paid by the secretary of state

    I can’t afford to live with out supplements

    3 kids + 3 foster kids

    it is my choice to choose life

    yet we are free falling out in the abyss

    my mind is spinning out of control

    national parks losing millions a day

    congress is still getting paid

    war is still a priority

    as millions die without a cause

    without a reason except treason

    and bush era figures

    while disabilities supersede because of

    the environmental toxins thrown at us by


    a failed sick care system

    disguised as health care

    should be universal care

    so the government will have a reason to

    take a stand against corporations

    for damaging the populations

    take a stand against

    toxic waste dumps and chem trails

    that leave our land and air polluted

    killing our soil and saddening our souls

    leaving fracking choices to men  far removed

    from devotional land unbearable for even recreation

    useless and devoid of life

    take a stand against using the public

    for pawns

    cutting down old growth forest

    and starting fires

    clear cutting mountains  and lands

    using up all the resources

    with no implication

    for future generations

    someone will be held accountable

    the fight to be right

    between republicans and dems

    wont matter when all is destroyed

    who spent the money when

    wasteland supersedes united states

    apocalypse is sure to arise

    slowly as fracking greedy ignorance


    unless we can pave the way

    mandatory recycling

    for future generations

    through environmentally friendly reasons

    and decisions

    through composting and rebuilding

    from the ground up

    stoping the war for oil and gas

    creating solutions for long term health care

    raise the prohibition on green economy

    green flowers

    for energy, biomass, materials, and medical

    raise the awareness

    raise the earth up

    we are all interconnected

    to our ancestors and

    future generations

    rise up and take a stand

    for old growth

    and the human rights

    and education


    endless chasm/33/soul love saga

    spring 2013 056
    This endless chasm of indigestion
    led to this moment of true delirium
    If I check the mail one more time
    I might just see a job for me.
    So I search:
    the papers, the listings and online
    I put on my best clothes
    not showing any hint of my recession
    I set off walking
    to see what I could accomplish.
    The birds started spilling out
    the roof to see what they could see.
    Me doing what I detest. Picking
    up anything that will pass me
    through till tomorrow
    I saw a sign
    posted in a window
    when I went for coffee
    when I should have been drinking tea.
    I hid my eyes
    so I wouldn’t notice
    and I would have to apply
    Some things in life just aren’t free
    I can see when the wind blows
    that there will be a job for me
    It’s not in the arts,
    nor teaching,
    or food
    manufacturing the world
    of industrialization.
    There is simply nothing
    that interests me.
    I put my name
    on every list that contains
    info. Gave every last piece of me I had.
    Till the sky turned green
    and snowed in July
    I rocked the boat and bounced so high.

    Eyes of the pupil/24/soul love saga

    1/9 red $900Sorry
    doesn’t mean shit to me
    life should be justified
    mans rule shouldn’t
    be based on lies
    put your soul
    into those you know
    eyes of the pupil
    kindness taught by
    should be free
    to expand their