The nights of my dreams love of my life,
Shaman of my soul.
Secret of universal truth Is…
We are all one…
Watch me dance
Through the horizons and rainbows Grab my hips and pull me close. Dance with me through the dappled moon light in the forest.
Touch the center of my beingYou weren’t just a fleeting moment in my lifetime
Leaving stardust on my trail
You lit Wildfire in my body
Illuminating my soul
Well my grown ghetto child
Handsome and undeserving
of the streets drama
the harsh realities that harden
the exterior shell
lest you remember
our days
that grow our awareness
out of decay
that bridge the dreams
and explore tribuutaries
of the psyche
ravenous in delight
raising our vibrations
while we make the thunder roll
with our coming together
I cant seem to get enough
and delight in our
interactions
as they grace my memories
trying to get closer with each
movement or word
we speak in truth
leaving the parables
to poems
shining our love and  light
onto  the naked bodies
laying awake
not missing a second
while making up  from lost time
Unexpected worlds
turning at speeds less deserved
not knowing
tonight is the blood moon
gorgeous salicous
sentances flow from the ether
to my hands to be read
by the likeness of minds
I gave all of me in moments
of bliss
just to be a part of something real
momentaraliy
trying not to judge my actions
living for the moment
I said almost everything
I needed to say
not everything
i wanted
I can not make something
from nothing
but can turn nothing
into art
feelings fronted
for a sacred act
feelings as real as the earth and sky
kissing the horizon where they meet
colours engaged in a tribal war
just to be free
not blended like a class
dictates
loving for the sake of loving
not blending
just loving
being in the moment
Grateful for the chance
to play
grateful for all that comes my way
My being pulses
quakes as you speak
enlightenment
engaging and seducing me with your knowledge
emanating power through wordporn
satisfying my thirst for wisdom
my quest for education
I am a sapiosexual being
attracted by intellectuals
aroused by the profound
tacenda they say
but my splashing in my genetic pool
my eggs are waiting
tacenda they say
yet these are things that need to be said
not passed over in silence
this isn’t a secret
directly observing
sifting through the macho guise
for scarce intelligence to pass on
I may conform
in body
but my spirit
will not!
my stomach
is tangled
my heart is prolapse
waiting for news.
sacred time
sacred notions
sweet moments
that last forever
hoping for more
more of you to touch
taste and fable
more sweet moments
that will stand the test of time
exploring
regions +territories
untold
unsold
inescapable from
the what I
that dominate
our landscape
and the trials
that held our
life for ransom
the hurt unsettled
from this
unfulfilled journey
Another day gone
living in parables
do you have all you want
and didn’t count for?
Do you have what you loved for so long
DO you change a potentially wonderful life
and loose my sex
my sex
my sex
where did it go?
He didn’t know what love was
neither did I
I assumed it would work out
all on stand by
what is it going to be
tomorrow
I’ll grow old
today I don’t know
I try to slide through
scape through
this scenery
ackward encounters
pride
punish us
makes our minds
sacrifice
our time
I wanted to be the all
to everyone
all to my children
when they disobeyed
I lost my words
to say
Im so scared
I lost myself
I don’t know how to handle
you holding her
losing the security and comfort
you give me
your love so sweet
I slashed your innocence
stole your virginity
our relationship
ignited in one night
Subjective realities
no public privacy
when you step out
or your home
his hands are always
gentle
his kind eyes
rest on me
he’s precocious
in the way
he opens me up
our worlds and rhythms
synch
He loves me to the bone
between fear and home
making love
while conquering
fears
pushing\
instable future
farther away
time for flowers
time for fathers
no time for us
no more time to play
where’s the divine
praying for justice
just to be
base of my morals
saw way to much
loving him kept me alive
Helped my to play flys game and win
safely
the things I saw
I heard too much to forget
I was conned
into living with a *&^#
Love is the only thing
that kept me from a life
of &^%^#@%^&
I could be the %^&*&^
of Manhattan now
His face was all I could see
instead of lips
I never wanted to kiss
Hands of others
I have always wanted to deny
when I thought
I’d never be in contact
with him again
I let love in
now
he’s always felt that way
too
what the fuck!!!!
alone
I dealt with the tears
where were you?
Now I have that
sweet special someone
who gives me all
he has to offer
my hesitance hurts???
I’ve been raped
from the insight out
+
inside out
I feel how I feel
but that’s not
how it should be
tell like it is
my hazy
sunset scene
doesn’t
explain the dream
I life peacefully
anyway
no gods grace
where souls are safe
from the universe
do I dare????
I do not know
I’ll wait for fates signal
So I can understand
Life will never be the same
If I change
do I dare???
do I care???
I love sweetly
soundly and costly
Sorry I didn’t wash
the memories of your kisses
are still vibrating
across my body
I smell you comming from
inside me
I can still taste you
tantalizing forever
wondering how it will
all play out.
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