rain

Rain

Sometimes the weather feels as though it is a part of my being, belonging to me blending with my tears soaking my emotions. Rhyming with pain as it makes my body ache. A chorus of insanity falls upon the earth. Flooding our plane of existence letting everyone see how I feel. No sun shall shine from the sky, warming my insides, burning my skin. The moon and stars in the midnight sky will disguise themselves hiding mysteriously behind the darkened clouds from our curious eyes tonight.

The rain seems to follow me wherever I go, from Maine to the bottom of Mexico, making me wet from the inside out, soaking my dignity along with my clothes.

On a day like this, everything is a uniform of grey. Shadows standing tall and proud around any corner you may turn. Everybody goes on with their life in a downpour. The cars flying over thirty-five hydroplane down the streets. Splashing innocent, not so lucky, pedestrians now immersed in a mixture of oily, murky nasty water the road had willingly collected for this occasion.

Kids have no worries as they make sure not to miss the chance to jump, dance, splash and kick through every puddle they come across only to arrive home in their soggy wet clothes, dripping with muddy liquid all over their mamma’s clean floor. The pretty girls hide their hair. Brave men just don’t care. No matter where you look, what you will perceive is the drizzle falling from the sky. How the motion concurs over the still dryness that use to be.

A rainfall at night may hold us for ransom inside during the long hours of the darkness. There is a constant tapping, reminding us to listen intently to the conditions of the battle on the roof above you. The wind is rattling the windows as if Mother Nature is trying to break in to get you. It is only the sound of her tears crying on my window of pain, reminding me of sorrow. The sound of many raindrops hypnotizes me into a transcended state of mind as they hit upon the objects of the earth in the midnight hours.

The night crawlers are having a field day playing slimming their way through the mud, grass and foliage. Outside I get high from my altered states of consciousness, I feel safe from the flood of emotion. The cats are running from one shelter from the next, trying to keep their precious fur coats dry. I observe the individual translucent rain droplets as they hit the middle of the pools of water, the infinity of circles after impact as it dissipates and becomes one adding to the mass of metallic looking liquid.

Lightening enhances the world we live in with illuminating flashes of light. When the hot and cold air fronts come together, it creates a magical sky. Incredibly ravishing electricity with artistic streaks of light tears through the overcast sky. The incredibly ravaging electricity with artistic streaks of light tears through the overcast sky making it scream and holler as it strikes the earth with a killer bolt. Thunder rolls the storm clouds in with a roar of warning making your eardrums vibrate with the intense sound of the storms position. Anticipating the eye of the storm hoping that it doesn’t see you. Lightning can be dangerous, but it is still exciting to me, reviving me with incredible amounts of energy with every glimpse of fire that is cast upon the earth from the heavens above. When I search the skies for a vision to ponder I find striking results in a midsummers storm.

I have to look past the winter, for the rain is far too cold bringing on long bouts of misery that tends to dampen my spirits. The weather is an amazing natural condition I often find that it helps to stabilize my moods, in one direction or another.

I often feel the rain is a part of my being. I take it personally for it is mine alone. During the middle of a storm, I lift my hands high above my head in homage, letting the rain saturate my palms, spilling down in streams through the pits of my arms. I can only giggle as the torture tickles me for the rest of the fallen rain drops stain my clothes wet. From as far as I can see to the ground below my feet each molecule is a part of this universe a unity for you and me to wash our lives.

each drop is a reflection of the world we live in upside down without judgment….

Enhance me

My dreams are slowly changing

My life holds no laws

No real love affair

I need diversity to set me free

open minded compassion

in a sea of distrust

I need someone who understands

the ways of life

in this shallow jungle

hunted by wild animals

though they prey, I hunt

circles never ending

triangles are confusing

enhance me

let the knowledge

be born

unto my mentality

seduce me with your eyes

letting me hear

silent whispers of your soul

Intrigue me by motion

Let your body flow emotion

continue to grow

show me love of life

teach me to laugh

I promise I won’t cry

again

no, no , songs of sorrow

Hold me complete

October 16, 1995

NYC Harlem

Sublime Manifestations

Can you really be seen for the boundless cells of your energy
grid that aligns with your body?

Outside of your body
a transmission of all
ascension,
creation
to renegade
soul solutions.

We are at the peak
of enlightenment
an open door
to the universal energies
of the sun, moon, and stars.

Pure energy guiding us
or reflecting from our bodies.
A byway
influx of toxicity
slowly seeps away
from the remainder of
pure energy that sustains us
leaving our reality in sublime manifestations.

Gathering our soulmates to play
in the great beyond.

Transform into a
transcendental being
of enlightenment
through meditation.

Opening the chakras
through the divine light
allowing light energy to radiate through you
into the earth
a matrix style of healing
Where the higher self integrates
with mind, body and soul.
one love

Cells regenerate
and agelessness
falls into timelessness
As a guidance overtakes and directs you where to go…

Listen


rumination

Beyond rumination,
I climb higher than the fog bank. don’t notice the earth quake or my heart ache.
Enter again
The nights of my dreams
love of my life,
Shaman of my soul.
Secret of universal truth Is…
We are all one…
Watch me dance

Through the horizons and rainbows
Grab my hips and pull me close. Dance with me through the dappled moon light in the forest.

Touch the center of my being
Worshiping the ways of women.

Illuminate wonder in a timeless reign and ruminate nomore.

Ravish my body’s infernal passion.

Close your eyes
learning external composition
weaving the source
of your dreamscape.

The web of
a pure existence
over and over again

Souls master plan

A life of learning In a for boding reality

I transcend into spirituality

Learning and loving the inner workings of my mind.
Dancing on the matrix

As I heal

While asking for permission

And guidance in the regeneration of cells.
Taking out impurities

To uncover your souls master plan.

More than an image in these times of complex matters of tangible bliss.
Freeing yourself from illusionary bonds

Visionary artists

Exploring the depths of these realms

Mastering imagery

Dancing on dreams

Finding completeness
Let me touch you and weave your inner canvas

Full of potential

Changing your dna

With energy guided

By the light of the moon, sun and stars
Revising disbelief

Releasing you from reality

And the stagnation of bureaucracy
Meditate in the light of the moon

Letting the rainbow illuminate your soul clearing your chakras

Making you whole. .

festival love

Is it more than meetings

random happenings

and sage beginnings?

Did I give you all of me

out of love or despair?

The carnage of civility canvases

the grounds

only to discover;

what

was laying within

was more ornate and beautiful

than just a handsome face to look at.

Had I stuck to my topical fascination

my life would have guaranteed to mislead me.

my judgements eluded me

my prayers

would not have been answered.
Keeping my mind opened

my expectations off in the distance

I dissolute this enchantment.

I’m not good at one night stands or

laying my heart on the line.
I took a chance

featuring a mind blowing experience

within the festivals of life.
Our ages as separate as our lives

connecting on a deeper level

of humanity

spirituality that explores

the depths of human nature

for good and bad.

Infinite

If each universe has endless possibilities
Than there could be endless universes
Making up the great energy of light
Until all of your options have been utilized
And every emotion has been mastered
Until complexity of lives emotions and experiences
Fill in the space with its complex web
Like a dream catcher
Until we become part of the flicker of light
That can be seen from the
Next galaxy