Lost expectations
I’m sorry if I never made it
If I wasn’t all you expected
Fate let time pass
I grow older
Colder
In places to explore
Sometimes losing hope forgetting religion
I gain a new day
Visions work round my dead
Crazy eyes
Wild smiles
Gives me strength
Almost telling/ feeling
Your energy
My dreams run with abandon
Sorrows of a lost soul
Hiding consuming emptiness